only witness in horror as her mare tossed her head and threw little bucks as she pranced alongside the stallion.
In season.
So that was what it meant. Bathsheba wanted only to mate.
No, no, no,
Aemilia thought, panic rising in her gorge.
Master Wingfield cantered up and seized Bathshebaâs bridle, yanking her to a halt. Sliding from the saddle, Aemilia collapsed in the grass and wept in humiliation.
âFeed that ill-bred creature to the hounds!â Lady Mary roared.
Is she talking about Bathsheba or me?
Aemilia wondered.
Struggling to control his stallion, Perry laughed so hard he nearly came off. âPray God, our gentle Amy has better morals than her fat little mare.â
Just when Aemilia thought her heart couldnât sink any further, she saw Bathsheba squeal and hold her tail to the side, wantonly exposing her nether regions to the stallion. Perry could only force his horse around and ride for home, laughing all the way.
Lady Susan pulled Aemilia out of the grass and brushed the tears from her face. âItâs my fault. I should have listened to the groom and set you on another horse.â
Dazed, Aemilia could only thank her stars that Lady Susan was sweeter tempered than Lady Mary who would probably never speak to her again, no matter how many apologies Aemilia offered or how many madrigals she sang.
âWell ridden,â Susan said to Master Wingfield, touching his arm. âA cavalry officer couldnât have done better.â
Aemilia watched her schoolmasterâs face flush to hear Susanâs praise.
âThank you, Master Wingfield,â Aemilia said fervently. She didnât dare think what might have happened if he hadnât been able to bring Bathsheba under control.
Bathsheba nuzzled Aemiliaâs hair and the crook of her neck, as though wondering what the tears and fuss were about.
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A FTER DELIVERING THE HORSES to the groom, Lady Susan and Master Wingfield returned to the house. But Aemilia, still reeling from her disgrace, retreated to the Duchessâs rose garden, where she hunched on a bench and listened to the gushing fountain. From behind the great yew hedge, she heard voices. Perry and Lady Mary. She was about to creep away when she froze.
âItâs not the childâs fault sheâs an ungoverned heathen,â Perry said, his voice placating. âHer father was at court most of the time, leaving her with her mother who had no more brains than a sparrow.â
âItâs all very well that your sister concerns herself with an unfortunate orphan, but must she join our every pastime?â Lady Mary no longer sounded angry, but cool and considered, as though choosing her words with care. âThe way she preens before you to show off her Latin! Honestly, what good will Latin and Greek do for a girl like her? At least do her the mercy of reminding her of her place now and again. One day she shall have to return to her family.â
âYou wouldnât wish that on her,â Perry said. âWe receive letters from her mother, who canât even write for herselfâher son-in-law writes them for her. All of them shamelessly begging for money. My mother darenât show them to the child. She burns them to spare her. Amyâs life is troubled enough. Let her enjoy a few years of innocent reprieve.â
Aemilia thought her heart would stop beating. A few yearsâ reprieveâwas that what Lady Susan offered? As soon as her education was finished, or as soon as Master Wingfield found an appointment in the military, would they send her back to Mother and Master Holland? But Lady Susan was so kind! Surely she wouldnât abandon her.
Yet Aemilia knew she couldnât expect to remain at Grimsthorpe Castle forever. She thought back to Master Wingfieldâs talk with Perry. Was her schoolmaster a fellow humble soul who hoped to use his fleeting time in this great house as a stepping stone to a better future? She,