just made sense that it could have started in high school.â
âWow,â she said, eyes wide. âMy sister is right. Youâre good at this.â
âHow good?â
âIâll show you.â She went inside the house and returned with a stack of three books. She sat down and opened one. The aged, gray cloth was topped with faded blue letters that read, Devon County High School, The Blue Herons, 1981 . The corners had begun to curve inward. She flipped through the pages until she came to one titled Homecoming . She slid it onto my lap. âI was crowned my senior year.â
I looked down at a photo of Lori in a sparkling tiara, a bouquet of long-stemmed roses in her arms, standing on the fifty-yard line grinning hard. Her arm was looped through a tall football playerâs, a helmet tucked under his other arm, his knees dirty from the first half. âYouâre lovely.â
Lori leaned over and peered down at the photograph. âI wasnât bad back then. But itâs just Devon County.â She laughed a little. âIt doesnât take much to become homecoming queen when there arenât many girls to choose from.â
âYou would have stood out at any high school.â I studied the picture. âYour date is very handsome.â
She looked up at me. âYou mean you donât recognize him?â
I glanced back at the picture. Dark thick hair. Longer, though, not a pompadour. I already knew before I read the caption: Crowned queen, Lori Westcott, and her escort, Joey Wilgus.
âHe was the quarterback,â she said. âWe went to prom together that year. You should see what he wrote next to my senior picture. He always believed we would marry one day.â
I looked over at her. âSo where does CJ fit in?â I folded my hands atop the open book and waited for her to form her response. An owl hooted eerily in the distance.
âCarl James started coming over to my house that spring. He had quit high school and was making a lot of money learning the flooring trade. He bought a big old convertible and kept coaxing me out for rides. Joey and I were going steady, but he was applying to the community college and I never wanted to bother with more education. I didnât like school. I mean, I liked the social stuff. But studying gave me a headache. Sometimes I think I have some sort of learning disability, you know? But teachers didnât really pay attention to that back then.
âAnyway, I felt like Joey was distracted, focusing on his future and all.â She exhaled. âI found out I was pregnant right after prom.â She combed her hair back from her face. âCarl James was so persuasive. I couldnât resist him.â She peered over at me as if to check my reaction.
âWhat happened when you told Joe?â
âOh.â she shivered. âHe was so angry I thought he would explode right there. And then he went after Carl James. The way I heard it, the fight was brutal. They both ended up with broken noses. Carl James said Joey pulled out a knife at some point and they finally stopped. The cops said they didnât find a knife on either one of them, but one of the cops was probably Joeyâs dad.â
My mind was reeling. âAnd so you and CJ got married? Did you have the baby?â
âYes.â She clenched her hands into fists. âI was so sure it was Carl Jamesâs baby. But then Jamie was a month premature.â
âWhat are you saying?â
âJamie weighted nine pounds six ounces. Nothing preemie about him.â
âSoâ¦â I placed a hand on my forehead then looked up at her. âCould Jamie be the sheriffâs baby?â
âShush,â she said, with her index finger over her lips. âJamie is home for the funeral. Heâs upstairs in his bedroom.â
âI see.â
âAnyway,â she said in a softer voice. âI never breathed a word to Carl