flutters at his kind and naughty words. My reply is short and sweet.
Thank you. Iâll see you soon. X
I call for a taxi as I stand at my lounge window.
A friendly female voice answers. âLD Taxis, how can I help?â
âHi, Iâd like to book a taxi for eight-thirty, please.â
âWhatâs the name and address?â she inquires.
âItâs Ruth, and the address is 22 Millennium Road.â
âAnd where is it youâre going?â
Not wanting to tell her the name of the club in case she knows of it, I fluster as I try to remember the street name, âUmm... Clover Road.â
Her tone doesnât change. âOkay, thatâs all booked for you.â
I promptly thank her and hang up. Then I remember the glass of red I left upstairs. Retrieving it, I consume whatâs left.
My taxi arrives right on time. The driver honks the horn, hurrying me along.
Once in the back of the vehicle, my legs start to shake, and my stomach begins to somersault. Why am I doing this? Iâve never done anything like this before . The kinkiest place Iâve ever been to is Ann Summers, and some of that shocked the hell out of me.
I donât know whatâs happening to me. Since meeting Heath I feel as though I am finally living. Finally coming to terms with the loss of my father, and finally becoming a woman and experiencing life. Heath has stirred emotions and feelings inside me I never knew I had. Itâs as though he has awakened me to what life can be, and the fun you can have.
The taxi stops at the side of the unknown road and I pay the driver. Am I here? I donât see it. I donât ask the driver where it is, Iâm not brave enough. Instead, I step out and inspect the street as the cab moves away sharpish for his next fare.
Paranoid that I look either lost or suspicious, I take out my phone and pretend to be doing something, while I search the tall buildings. The place is worryingly quiet, given itâs in the middle of the city. Uneasy about being here alone, I walk towards the end of the street, where I can see a purple neon light reflected in a glass office building. As I click over in my black heels the reflection becomes clearer, and I see the name Fantasia back to front. Okay, this is it. Just keep walking. Donât loiter; walk in with purpose and no one will bother you.
Pushing open the glass door, I step into a dark corridor and hear muffled music. Reaching the end of the walkway, I see two women dressed in long leather dresses. They have short black spiky hair, and are talking to who must be the receptionist. I stand behind them and wait.
The woman on the left of the duo turns, gives me the once over, and smiles. âHere for the dungeons?â
I swallow hard. âNo. I-Iâm just here to watch.â As soon as I finish the sentence I know how it must have sounded and cringe inside.
âReally? Well, weâll be there if you fancy it.â The woman winks, and her friend turns around and smiles at me. Then they both thank the guy behind the desk and head through the black swing doors to the left.
âCan I help?â the guy asks, as I stand here gobsmacked at the proposition, and trying to sneak a peek of whatâs behind the dark doors.
Stepping forward, I place my hands on the cream counter. âYes. Umm...â I bite my lip, not knowing what to say. âItâs my first time here, and Iâm not sure what Iâm meant to do, really.â
He smiles and lifts his pierced eyebrows at me. âThatâs fine, Iâll talk you through it. But first you will need to become a member. So can I have your name, please?â
âYes, itâs Ruth.â
âAnd your surname?â
Grudgingly I tell him, âWatson.â
He requests my phone number, which I make up, and then my address, which I also make up. My email and age I give truthfully.
âThere we are.â He clicks the computer mouse.