â but my mother appears at once, and from the study. She takes my arm and propels me into the dining room, speaking urgently but quietly.
âYouâve got a visitor!â she says. ââThe Vicarâs not at home at the moment,â I told her. I said she must come back some other time, or phone you. I wasnât for letting her into the house at all but she pushed straight past me, so I took her into the study and stayed with her. I didnât fancy leaving her there on her own.â
âRight,â I say. âIâll go and see what she wants.â
âThe other thing is . . .â my mother begins . . . but before she can tell me what the other thing is the sound of a babyâs cry comes from my study. A young baby, I can tell that, but nothing wrong with its lungs.
I look at my mother.
âI couldnât keep her out,â she repeats. âBut in any case itâs raining. What else could I do?â
âDonât worry, you did the right thing,â I assure her. âIâll sort it out!â
Those were brave words, I was to think not many minutes later.
âGood-evening!â I say as I walk in. The woman is sitting on the edge of the sofa, holding the baby which continues to cry. I raise my voice above it. âIâm the Vicar! And you are?â She is quite young, twentyish. Pretty, with long dark curly hair, red lips and a tanned skin.
I can tell at once by the look she gives me that I am not what sheâd expected, that Iâm a disappointment. I daresay sheâd expected some saintly-looking, compassionate man and here am I, a small woman with windblown hair, dressed in a long black cassock and no doubt looking suspiciously at her. My mother has used the words âthe Vicarâ instead of âmy daughterâ.
âWhatâs your name?â I ask, I hope gently. The baby has momentarily stopped crying and I donât want to frighten it, do I?
She is reluctant to tell me.
âEmmeline,â she says in the end.
âWhat a pretty name!â I remark. âAnd your babyâs name? How old is she?â (He?)
âGloria. Three months.â
Iâm not sure why, but I smell something not quite right about this, and I donât only mean the baby, which is a malodorous addition. Little Gloria is in urgent need of a change of nappy.
âSo what can I do for you, Emmeline?â I ask. âWhat do you want?â
The answer comes with the speed of light, no hanging about. âMoney! Me and the baby have nowhere to sleep and we havenât eaten all day and I need the money to get a bed for the night. So please . . . ?â
âFirst things first!â I tell her. âI think before we do anything else Gloria needs changing. Sheâd be more comfortable. And after that you can feed her while I get you something to eat.â One good thing, at three months Gloria will still be breast-fed, or is she already on to meat and two veg from a little jar? âDo you have a spare nappy?â I ask. âI expect you always carry one. I know I did when my little girl was a baby.â
Emmeline looks at me as if Iâm speaking Chinese. âIf youâll just give me the money, ten pounds would do it,â she says. âIâll be off and out of your way. I donât want to bother you.â
âNo bother!â I say, moving to the door, opening it, calling out to my mother, who immediately comes running, no doubt sheâs been hovering close by on tenterhooks with curiosity.
âMother,â I say, âthe baby needs a clean nappy. I know we donât have nappies but could you find a towel and cut it up? And some soap and water and a flannel.â Nothing in my training ever mentioned that I should keep a supply of nappies in the linen cupboard and baby food in the larder.
âAt once!â my mother says, all her skill as a one-time voluntary hospital