besides Fredâs brutish charm was somewhat different at eighteen than it was today. Stuff like selling hash as expensive liquorice in the playground, or driving the greengrocerâs Mercedes to Frankfurt at night without a license seemed at best boring now. If she wanted to, she could snort coke from morning till night and cruise round in her boyfriendâs turquoise Chevrolet. But even that didnât interest her any more. What was important were films - and the people who made them. Fred had never been a luminary in that area, and was scarcely about to become one in the next four years.
Yes, she was pleased, but it was an exhausting pleasure, mixed up with the prospect of wasted time.
âHow could I know you would come straight to Berlin? I thought youâd call first.â
Fred heard the bell ring and the door close. His hands slid under Annetteâs T-shirt.
âYou didnât even have the address.â
âI found it out,â mumbled Fred. He could feel her skin, her hips, her breasts. His brain felt scrambled. Four years and nineteen days. Any moment he would go crazyâ¦
But Annette suddenly raised her head, smiled at him and rolled to one side. Fred felt he was falling into icy water.
âI canât begin to know how to thank you.â She reached for a packet of cigarettes.
âWellâ¦â Fred grinned distracted, then he spread his arms clumsily, âIâve got an idea.â
But Annette just laughed. âYou wonât believe how often Iâve thought about what you did for us. Nobody else would have been like that.â She plucked a cigarette from the packet and lit it. âAnd I couldnât even boast,â she blew smoke at the ceiling and gave a sly wink, âof having a true hero for a friend.â
âNever mind the hero.â Fred looked up at her breasts, which were raised against the tight T-shirt. He reached for her arm and attempted to pull her back onto the mattress. But again Annette just laughed and stayed where she was. âIâm so happy that itâs over, that youâre out at last.â
âYes.â Fred scratched his head, then he remembered the vomit-stained overalls, and glancing down, he too had to laugh. âI understand. It looks really revoltingâ
âIâve brought you a change of clothes.â Annette pointed to the window seat, âHow about you have a shower, and Iâll rustle up a nice breakfast?â
âWith a nice bottle of champagne?â
âIf you want.â
âIâve got a lot to catch up on.â
They stood up, and while Fred removed the overalls, Annette put a towel on the mattress and went to the counter and took her purse. She asked over her shoulder: âWould you like anything in particular? Bacon, cornflakes, bread rolls?â
Fred came up behind her and wrapped his arms round her upper body, so that his hands landed on her breasts. In a tone that was meant to be comic, he said: âPeaches.â
This time Annette didnât laugh. Annoyed, she shrugged him off. Fred was shocked.
âHey, itâs me, Fred - the one with the bad jokes.â Fred smiled cautiously. So bad they were good. Used to be his trademark.
âI must have forgotten.â Annette smiled back, but it was clearly an effort.
âLet me show you the bath. The water is sometimes fairly cold hereâ¦â and then conciliatory, âbut a cold shower is supposed to be good for you every now and again.â
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While Fred sprayed lukewarm water on his head, his mind was racing. Was Annette offended? He had certainly been a little shameless, but no more so than before. Had his smell put her off him? Or the guy in the photos⦠? Somehow things werenât running to plan. Was he thinking wrong or was it going wrong? Or was he just going at a different pace? Probably. Annette simply needed time to come around. And when theyâd had breakfast and