glanced at his tablet. Maybe one of the surgical suites had come available sooner than theyâd expected.
Nope. The projections still put them at an hour out. Luckily the face had an overabundance of blood vessels, so there was a longer window for repairs than for some other areas of the body, where the lack of blood supply created a need for quick intervention.
He glanced at the nurse. âCan you stay with her for a minute?â
Patricia grabbed his hand. âYouâre not leaving me, are you?â
His heart went icy. Those were almost exactly the same words Mila had used on the last night they had been intimate. Heâd gotten out of bed almost immediately, guilt eating him alive. Sheâd known something had been wrong and had tried to get him to talk.
Youâre not leaving me, are you?
Heâd denied it at the time, even as heâd known he was indeed going to leave her. Heâd fallen into bed with her in despair, days after Cindy had told him he was going to be a father. Heâd meant to talk, not have sex, but once the deed had been done, it had been easier to play the denial game than to have it out with her. Then it had been too late. Heâd broken things off just as heâd learned that the tabloids were going to break a story about how he and Cindy had been seen together at a hotel days earlierâwhen sheâd told him she was pregnant.
And then his father had...
Not the time, James.
This wasnât about him. It was about Patricia. âIâm not leaving. Iâll be right back.â
When he opened the door he swallowed hard.
The woman heâd just been thinking about was standing there, worry in her hazel eyes. âWhat is it? Leo?â
He stepped into the hall and closed the door behind him.
She nodded. âThey think his uncle has fled to Mexico. All they found at his apartment was a note saying the boyâs parents had been killed by one of the drug cartels and that he wanted a better life for Leo than what he could get in his home country.â
Her face was as white as a sheet. Mila had told him her parents had been murdered when sheâd been a child and that her aunt had lied to her for years about how theyâd died. Was she remembering that?
Gripping her hand in his, he lowered his voice. âIâm so sorry, Mi. Are you okay?â
âWhat am I going to tell him?â
âNothing, for now. Heâs only three years old.â He took a step closer. âIf youâre thinking about your parents, this isnât the same thing. You were older and your aunt never told you the truth, and she should have. Just not when you were Leoâs age.â
âMaybe. But after a while it becomes easier to let the lie stand than to have the courage to do what needs to be done. I donât want his trust destroyed like mine was.â
A shot of hot bile stormed Jamesâs throat. Heâd done exactly that with Mila. Destroyed her trust. And, yes, it had been far too easy to let the lie stand. Even now.
âWas his uncle abandoning him a better choice? I donât think so.â
Hell. Why did every word out of his mouth seethe with accusation? But not at the wayward uncle. At James. At what heâd done six years ago.
Heâd wanted Mila to have a better life than what he could give her. To do that, heâd done much the same thing as Leoâs uncle had. And Milaâs aunt. Heâd lied to protect her.
From the angry flash of her eyes he wondered if she knew what heâd done six years ago. If so, there was no plastic surgery known to man that could repair that particular scar. It was far too old and covered too great an area. Heâd thought cutting things off with her would leave a clean line...an easy fix.
How wrong heâd been.
He opted to change the subject. âWhat did DCFS say?â
âThat as long as heâs in the hospital they can hold off on putting him into foster care, but
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