the signs that Thomas still lived.â
âWhat signs were those, lad?â asked Doc.
âHe lookedâwell, like himself, I guess. And there was living blood, Mr. Stukeley said, in his heart. His eyes were open and his fingernails, Doc! They had grown.â
âAnd then?â
âThen Mr. Stukeley took Thomasâs heart. And they burned it so Sarah and everyone could breathe the smoke, and then Mrs. Stukeley made a medicine from the ashes, and Sarah drank it, and it will make her well!â Lucas finished triumphantly.
âYou say this Mr. Rood told you of the cure after your mother had passed away, Lucas?â Doc asked gently.
Lucas looked away. âHe came to tell me before, butââ
âBut what, lad?â
Lucas swallowed back the lump that had risen in his throat at the thought of how close he had come to being able to save his mother. âBut I didnât go to the doorâ¦not until two days later, when Mama was gone.â
There was a silence. Then Doc asked, âWho was the first to die, lad?â
âUncle Asa,â said Lucas. âMr. Rood figured it was Asa who wasâthe mischievous one.â
Doc cleared his throat, looking disturbed.
âI didnât really understand the cure, how it worked. But now I do, thanks to you.â
Doc appeared startled. âHowâs that, Lucas?â
Lucas was surprised by Docâs question. âWell, you saidâyou saidâlots of things. You said doctors donât always know what to do.â
Doc smiled bleakly. âTrue enough.â
âAnd you said that old witch womanââ
âMoll Garfield?â
âYes. You said she knows a lot even though people call her a witch, and if she used hair from a dog that bit you it might cure the bite. And you told me how you can protect yourself from getting smallpox real bad by making sure you get just a little bit of it. So, when I thought about the cure, the one Mr. Stukeley didâ¦â
âYes?â
âWell, it seemed the same.â Lucas stopped. All the things he was trying to explain to Doc had fit together perfectly when heâd thought about them. But somehow saying them aloud made his thoughts sound foolish. He tried again.
âSo it seemed to be the same kind of cureâ¦to take some smoke from the fire and to make medicine from the ashes, ashes that came from the thing that was making Sarah sickâ¦Like aâwhat did you call it? A nocâ?â
âInoculation,â Doc said softly.
âIt seemed like that. And, at first, when Mr. Stukeley began to cut into Thomas, I got a shivery feeling and I thought maybe we were doing wrong. But then I remembered you said that in medical college you did dissections, and isnât thatâwell, doesnât that mean cutting into bodies that are dead?â
âIt does, indeed,â answered Doc.
âSo I figured it was all right. And you said you learned about bleeding people to get the bad blood out. And you had to cut off Clemâs leg, because it was the bad part that was making the rest of him sick. So I thought taking the heart outââ
âI can see how you were thinking, lad,â said Doc.
But that wasnât all. There was something else Lucas wanted to explain. âRemember you said that sometimes you think the good of what you do isnât in what you do so much as in theâthe kindness you show in doing it?â
âYou donât miss much, do you, lad?â asked Doc with a tired smile.
Lucas sat quietly for a moment, trying to find the right words for the certainty that had been growing within him ever since his visit to the Stukeley farm. Finally, taking a deep breath, he began, âI know Sarah will get well. I canât say how I know. IâMamaâs gone, but I could help the Stukeleys. It felt right, what we did.â
It was coming out all mixed up. But it was all jumbled up together. That was