wasnât jesting and that heâd relish the opportunity to prove it, so she made a quick decision. âYour arm will suffice.â
He laughed again, a low, rich sound that made her pulse thrum. âI thought youâd say that.â But there was concern in his eyes as he tentatively released her and offered his arm once more. âAre you prone to fainting?â
âNo. There was only the one time after I ⦠well, after I received very bad news.â She slipped her hand into the crook of his arm, and he flexed his muscles, pulling her close, demanding that she lean on him for support.
âIâm sorry about the bad news,â he said sincerely.
âThank you, but it was years ago.â When sheâd learned that her parentsâ carriage had careened off an icy bridge and theyâd drowned in the river. All because sheâd behaved like a spoiled chit. She could have asked for time to consider the engagement or simply been more gracious in her refusal ⦠but, no. Sheâd embarrassed her parents so greatly, that they had no choice but to set out for the earlâs house in treacherous weather in order to apologize for her rudeness. And they never came back.
âTell me if you need to stop and rest.â
âThe journey to the dining room is not so far,â she said, âand the dizziness has already subsided.â But it had been replaced with a sort of headinessâone she very reluctantly identified as attraction. Blast it all.
He smelled faintly of brandy, soap, and ink, an oddly stirring combination. But his appeal this evening lay more in the undivided attention he paid her. Though not always polite, he was solicitous. She had to remind herself that he wanted something from herânamely, for her to stay on as his governess. And like most rakes, he could be very charming when it served his purposes.
âHere we are.â He ushered her through the doorway and into the elegant pale-green room. Tasteful landscapes adorned the walls; classical urns occupied alcoves on either side of the fireplace. At the center of it all, a gold candelabrum holding a dozen flickering candles illuminated the long oval table.
That was elaborately set for two.
The place settings were on either end of the table, which could easily seat fourteen. Yards of pristine white linen separated mirror images of bone china, silver, and crystal.
Dear Lord, this was no place for her. Last night sheâd taken a tray to her room. And sheâd eaten breakfast that morning downstairs with the rest of the staff. That was where she belonged.
As though he sensed her urge to flee the formality of the place, Lord Castleton tightened his grip on her arm. He frowned at the immaculately set table and gestured to Gibson, who stood against the far wall, at the ready. âMove Miss Laceyâs plate to my right,â said the earl, âso we donât have to shout at each other throughout our meal.â
âOf course, my lord.â Gibson swiftly saw to the task, removed the silver covers from both plates, and poured claret in their glasses. Meg made a mental note not to drink it.
âThank you, Gibson. That will be all. Miss Lacey and I will manage on our own.â
âVery well. Ring if you need anything, my lord.â
As the butler turned to leave, the earl said, âI bumped into a table in my study and knocked a glass onto the floor.â
âIâll have someone take care of it immediately,â Gibson said, smoothly pulling the doors closed as he left.
And Meg found herself alone with the earl once more.
As he pulled out her chair, she wondered if he normally ate alone. A handsome, wealthy gentleman must have plenty of dinner invitations, but none for tonight, apparently. It was one thing to take a meal alone in oneâs room, but to sit in a huge dining room by oneâs self seemed ⦠sad.
âItâs a simple menu tonight.â He