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way karma had of doing things, saved his life?
    Made him a better man.
    Someone knocked twice on the door. “Good news,” Charlotte said cheerily as she walked into the room like a freaking ray of sunshine. “Dr. Louk is on his way.”
    “What?” Kane asked, his voice hoarse.
    She glanced at him, her eyebrows raised. “Dr. Louk. The attending physician who did your initial exam? He’s on his way to do your sutures. You’ll be out of here soon.”
    Kane lifted his good hand, touched trembling fingers to the bandage on his forehead, then scrubbed his palm over his face. He reached for the cup of water on the table next to his bed, but misjudged the distance, knocking it over.
    “Oops,” Charlotte said, pulling several paper towels from the dispenser on the wall above the sink.
    She lightly brushed his hand away when he went to straighten the cup. Mopping up the mess with one hand, she poured more water with the other. Tossed the towels into the trash and gave him the cup.
    His hand shook. Water sloshed over the edge, splattered his arm and the leg of his jeans.
    Without a word, Charlotte covered his hand with hers, helped him lift the cup to his mouth. He drank deeply.
    “Thanks.” His voice was gruff, and warmth crawled up the back of his neck.
    She shrugged. “The meds leave some people unsteady. No big deal.”
    Meds they’d given him through his IV. He didn’t want to take them, didn’t want to need them, but he knew he did.
    He hated that she was seeing him so vulnerable. So out of sorts and messed up.
    She laid a sterile pad on a rolling metal tray. “I know it’s been a long night. How are you holding up?”
    “I’m fine.”
    Standing close enough so her sweet scent—the same scent that had lingered in his apartment for days after her failed seduction attempt—wrapped around him like a cloud, she studied him. Trying to see inside his head, no doubt. Gauging his mood, his words, to see if they were the truth.
    “You don’t look fine.” Her voice gentled, and he hated that almost as much as the sympathy in her eyes. She set her hand on his shoulder, her touch light, her fingers warm. “Are you having pain?”
    He wanted, more than he could admit even to himself, for her to keep her hand there. To reach up and link his fingers with hers, to hold on to something real. Something to ground him in the here and now, to yank him out of his past.
    In the guise of sitting up, he shifted and her hand dropped back to her side. “I’ve had worse.”
    “Oh. Well, good. Not good you’ve had worse pain,” she rushed on, a blush staining her cheeks. “But that it’s not that bad now.”
    He’d embarrassed her. Flustered her. He hadn’t meant to. He didn’t care about the pain, he just wanted out of the hospital.
    Before he lost what little control he had left.
    The medicine they were pumping into him made his head heavy, his thoughts blurry—like when he’d spent most of his time wasted, wanting nothing more than the next high. The room, the sights and smells of the hospital, the sound of doctors being paged, of codes being called, tortured him with memories.
    The only time he could breathe, could forget for a few minutes where he was, could pretend his past wasn’t pressing down on him, was when Red came in the room.
    She was a distraction, he assured himself. That was all. A way for him to forget the pain. Yes, she was interesting and intelligent and, he supposed, attractive in a unique way. But that wasn’t why she occupied his thoughts. Focusing on her was a way to keep his control.
    She looked so naive. Innocent. It was partly the freckles, he thought, taking in her profile as she laid out the instruments needed for his stitches. Hard to come across as mature and tough when it looked as if God himself had sprinkled cuteness across your nose and upper cheeks. Or maybe it was her hair. No adult should have hair that bright.
    But, he had to admit, the particular shade of orangey-red suited her,