against reaching out and hauling her into his arms as his instincts wanted to. Fortunately his sense of self-preservation was stronger.
Damn but she packed a wallop.
âSorry,â she muttered again. âI thought you wereâ¦â
âRoland?â
She nodded, shaking, wrapping her arms across her chest, then rubbed her bruised knuckles against her lips and grimaced.
âYou all right? Maybe you need a doctor.â
âI donât need a doctor.â Her eyes flashed. Her chin lifted. âIâm fine.â
âRight. Sure you are. Youâre probably having a delayed reaction. Shock.â
She started to deny it, then shrugged. She turned to look at the hole sheâd put in the wall. âDid I do that?â
âUnless it was a snake,â Hugh said.
Her eyes snapped back to meet his, wide as dinner plates, then they looked wildly around the room.
âKidding,â Hugh said.
Sydney shuddered. âNot funny.â
âProbably not.â But a whole lot safer than reaching for her and comforting her. He jammed his hands into the pockets of his shorts. âYouâre tense. How about a little something to make you relax?â
âWhat?â She raised a brow. âYou mean like a beer?â
âIf you want,â he said offhandedly. âBut I was thinking of something else. My aunt Esme swore by it. Used to give it to us all the time. Whenever we were twitchy.â
âTwitchy?â
âUpset. Couldnât sleep.â
âOh. Your aunt Esme did that?â She looked at him suspiciously as if he were making her up.
He nodded. âMy fatherâs aunt, really. Esme had a cure for everything. She always knew best.â He shook his head ruefully at all his memories of bossy, domineering Aunt Esme. âIâll fix you some.â Anything to get out of standing there watching her breasts move beneath the cotton of her borrowed T-shirt. Hastily he headed for the kitchen.
Bare feet slapped on the floor following him. âWhat is it? What are you making?â
âNever mind. You canât watch. If you do, it wonât work. Go back to bed. Iâll bring it in.â
For a minute he thought she would refuse. She eyed him warily. âWhy wonât it work?â
âI donât know. Thatâs what she always said. My dad said it was because she put eye of newt in it.â
âEye of newt?â Syd looked appalled.
Hugh grinned. âMy dadâs a doctor. He thinks Esmeâs a quack.â
âAnd thatâs why youâre fixing me her cure-all?â
âIâm fixing it so you can sleep. Go back to bed. No eye of newt,â he promised.
The corners of her mouth tipped up. Then she sighed and shrugged. âAll right.â She gave another shudder. âI just hope it works.â
Hugh hoped sheâd be asleep by the time he heated it and brought it in to her.
Of course she wasnât. When he returned she was back in bed with the small bedside lamp on. He handed her a mug. She sniffed it suspiciously.
âSmells like eye of newt.â
âNope. Itâs lizard. Drink up.â
Sydney choked. She looked at him, aghast, then heaved a sigh. âYou are so juvenile.â Gripping the mug, she brought it to her lips and took a cautious sip. âItâs hot.â She touched her tongue to her lips. âItâs just milk,â she decided, then tasted again. âAnd something else.â
âLizard,â Hugh repeated. âAnd a few spiders.â
âRight. And snakes, Iâm sure.â
âNope.â He shook his head. âAunt Esme was afraid of snakes.â
âI donât believe you even have an aunt Esme. You put rum in this,â she said accusingly.
He shrugged. âFigured you were old enough to drink.â
Sydney nodded and took another, deeper swallow, then settled back against the pillows. âItâs good.â She smiled up
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