all. I wasnât even thinking about it.â
And we kiss again, for quite a while. Only this time, Iâm sure it wonât be the last.
Nine
âSo whatâs going on with you guys?â Susy asks me at lunch two days later.
She avoids my eyes, examining her sandwich instead.
âWhat do you mean?â The make-out session with Coach, duh.
âWhat do you mean what do I mean ? You and Andrew. Are you guys going out? Or was that a one-shot deal you were starting the other day?â
One-shot deal? No, thatâs you, sister. âWhy are you asking like that? What are you, mad? Look, I canât help it if he likes me.â Okay, I just flipped my palm up, like my mother does.
Itâs quiet as she thinks about this. âYes, but you never said you were interested in him.â
âI know I didnât, because I wasnât. But then I got to know him, and now I like him.â My volume gets a bit loud, and acouple people look over from the other table.
âShh.â Susy leans in, glancing up at my face. âLook, just take it easy with him. Heâs a lot older than you are.â
âAnd?â Sheâs never cared this much about me before, but now she gets all sisterly? âHeâs twenty-three, not fifty.â
âDoesnât matter. His agenda is different than yours.â
âAnd how do you know what his agenda is?â I ask, looking her straight in the eye. âOr mine for that matter? What if my agenda includes seeing Andrew as much as I please?â
She leans back again, getting comfortable in her chair. âOh, thatâs right. You did say, âNo, Iâm not going to meet anyone this summer, I want a clean slate, Iâm leaving for Michigan,â blah, blah, blah.â
âSo? I didnât expect to meet someone new. It just happened.â
âWell, Iâm just looking out for you. I remember Iggy saying his roommate was always drunk. He was probably talking about Andrew,â she says, letting it sink in for a moment before taking a sip of her Coke.
Nice! So now sheâs trying to make him an alcoholic so I wonât go out with him? Sheâs that desperate? Or does she think thereâs no one to look out for me, since my sisterâs not around and everything?
âThanks, but I donât need another mom. I already have the mother of all mothers, plus Carmen.â This is really starting to piss me off. Itâs not like she wrote her name on his forehead with a Sharpie or anything.
âSuit yourself.â She stands and scoops up her brown bag,plastic bag, and soda can. She dumps them into the garbage, then leaves the teachersâ lounge.
Like I need this from her. I thought Susy was beyond jealousy, with that careless attitude of hers, but I guess not. Interesting, the defense mechanisms people will put up sometimes. I honestly didnât think she liked him that badly. Well, sorry, girlfriend, thatâs life. Deal with it.
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I have five minutes before picking up the kids from the cafeteria, so I go by the main house. Between Susyâs intrusion and Andrewâs tongue the other day, I forgot to check out the art contest she mentioned. Better take a look. Iâll need all the extra bucks I can get before leaving for college.
On the bulletin board I spot the bright blue paper. Well, what do you know? The contest is for Cuba Expo, and the deadline is July 29. Todayâs the 8th. Wouldnât that be something? Actually going to the stupid thing this year for a contest, not at my momâs insistence? The first prize is only $100, though, which sucks. And guess what? My painting isnât about anything Cuban. So there goes that.
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On my way home it starts again. The stupid rain. One day, fine, two days, okay. Now itâs rained, like, four days in a row, and I canât see a damned thing in front of me. Then you have the people driving out from the city, who donât
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