By the time heâd focused again, it seemed to her that heâd lost some of the anger that had nearly overwhelmed him. His hand dropped back by his side, briefly taking her attention to his knifeâhis ancient knife.
Nothing of todayâs world had touched him; thatâs what she couldnât deny.
âI want to understand,â she whispered. âYou donâtâmaybe this means nothing to you, but Iâm an anthropologist.â When he gave no indication that he had even heard the word, she shrugged, dismissing six years of college and another six years spent exploring and documenting extinct cultures. Loka wasnât extinct; that was all that mattered. âI wantââ She pressed a less-than-steady hand to her forehead. âYouâre the key. Loka, youâre the key to the past.â
âLet me go.â When he sucked in a deep breath, his chest expanded until there seemed to be no end to it. âThat is what I want of you. The only thing I want. Let me return to my son.â
âYour son?â
His nostrils flared and she sensed he regretted telling her that. Fighting the cloud now swirling around her, she groped for him, touched her fingertips to his chest, pressed until his bodyâs warmth became hers. While in college, a field project had taken her onto the empty land east of the Four Corners area. Through binoculars sheâd watched a doe giving birth. For those few minutes the rest of the world had ceased to exist, and sheâd never forgotten that sheâd been privy to one of natureâs wonders.
Loka was a wonder.
Although sheâd already removed her hand from him, she had no idea how she could diminish the impact of that brief contact.
âI donât understand any of this. Itâs impossible. Impossible. And yetââ She had to stop while the need to touch him again raged through her. âIf youâre who you say you areâ Whatâs locked inside you? What do you know of your peopleâs legacy? Their legends and stories? Iâ¦â A million fragmented thoughts continued to bombard her, but she couldnât make sense of any of them. She might be looking history in the face, and yet this man was no dry history lesson. Heâd watched her great-great-grandfather being killed and celebrated his death. Heâd listened to Modoc children crying from hunger, must have felt despair and hate beyond anything shecould ever comprehend. âYouâyou say I had something to do with your being here? How canââ
âSilence! You do not know how to accept. You throw out stupid questions while I face the truth. I am here. I do not want to be. You have done this to me.â
âNo.â She shook her head until she felt dizzy. âI didnât. I had nothingââ
âYou carry his blood!â
As if that was all the explanation needed, he whirled away from her and stalked to a slight rise before turning around. âYou are my enemy.â
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Tory had no idea how long sheâd been driving, but if her gas gauge was any indication, she must have been behind the wheel for hours. Relying on instinct, she pulled into the parking area closest to the path leading to her cabin and cut the motor. Although there were a number of people about, she was aware of little except for a succession of dust devils being kicked up by an erratic and playful breeze. The hot afternoon made her feel lethargic, but she didnât dare stretch out on a bed because if she fell asleep, the questions sheâd been battling might overwhelm her.
Loka.
A man who couldnât be and yet was. Who had become an integral part of her.
Feeling both vulnerable and charged with energy, she slipped out of the car. Thanks to the landâs natural dips and curves, she couldnât see the park headquarters or campground. Yes, she shared the parking lot with a number of other vehicles, but it was all too easy to