street from my office window. I wondered if Finn would really return, or if he would appear to me only once. My morning appointments each seemed to last hours, days; and at lunchtime, when I went across the street to Rubyâs Café, I found I couldnât eat the sandwich I ordered, even coffee seemed much too heavy. My three-oâclock appointment was with Jack, the young truant, and I dreaded our meeting; often Jack failed to speak one word during our fifty-minute session. This week, however, was quite different; this week he had decided to talk about his aspirations.
âWhat Iâd really like,â Jack confessed, âis a motorcycle.â
I didnât bother to turn from the window to answer. âOh, Jack,â I said, annoyed that he was no more realistic than he had been on the day he was first dragged into my office by the high-school truant officer. âItâs eighteen degrees out there. No one drives a motorcycle in this sort of weather.â
âNot for now,â Jack said dreamily. âIâd ride it this summer.â
âReally?â I said. âYour family canât afford anything like that. With no education and no job, how are you ever going to get yourself a motorcycle?â
Jack blinked. âI know Iâm not really going to get one.â
I looked over at the boy, wondering if I had been too rough.
âItâs all up to you,â I said. âIâm sure if you really want something badly enough, youâll manage to get it.â
âNo,â Jack said softly. He ran a hand through his fine long hair. âIâll never have a motorcycle. I was just dreaming about it.â
Jack stared at the carpet, but his eyes blinked rapidly, holding back tears.
âIâm sure youâll have a motorcycle someday,â I said.
Jack shook his head. âNo, I never will.â
There was a knock at the door, and I was grateful to have reason to look away from poor Jack.
âYes?â I called.
Emily opened the door a crack and peered inside. âIâm sorry,â she said. âI didnât want to interrupt, but thereâs someone here who claims to have an appointment.â
I bit my lip; it had to be him: early for his appointment, Michael Finn.
âJack,â I said, âwould you mind if the session ended now?â
âOkay,â Jack shrugged.
âThat wonât be necessary,â I heard my aunt Minnie say. âThis will only take a minute.â
âYouâll just have to wait,â Emily said, blocking the door with her body.
Minnie slammed a shopping bag against Emilyâs shins. âYouâre blocking the door,â she grumbled.
âYouâre damn right,â Emily cried, unglued and rubbing at her shins.
âItâs all right,â I said. âThis is my aunt.â
âReally?â Emily said, raising her eyebrows as she backed out of the office.
Minnie closed the door tightly. âDonât worry,â she told Jack as she put down her shopping bag and dragged a hard-backed chair next to him. âThis wonât interfere with you. You stay right where you are,â she nodded as she unbuttoned her camelâs hair coat.
âYou canât do this,â I told my aunt.
âI wouldnât unless I absolutely had to. This is an emergency. I donât think he minds,â she pointed at Jack. âDo you mind?â she asked the boy.
âMe?â Jack said.
Minnie nodded. âBecause as far as Iâm concerned, youâre the boss. If you say stay, Iâll stay. If you say go, Iâm on my way,â she told the boy confidentially.
âPlease stay,â Jack said.
âWhat do you want?â I said. âBriefly.â
âThis is the place to go when youâre depressed, so here I am,â Minnie said.
âThis is the place,â Jack agreed.
âBut you havenât mentioned this to me at home,â I
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