performance from a moment agoâÂâitâs the diametric opposite to the way women are taught to walk. Weâre told to take up as little space as possible. Not attract attention to ourselves. Not claim anything as our own.â
He started. None of this had ever occurred to him. Heâd always suspected that women walked differently from men because of biology, but never from truly learned behavior, lessons that included how females were perceived or thought of themselves in the world.
âBut you,â she continued. âItâs like everything is yours. You can claim it all, and no one will gainsay you. The way you hold your shoulders back.â She tapped him on one shoulder. âLike youâre afraid of nothing. You donât need to fade away or slide between spaces. Same with the way your legs eat up the ground. Thereâs no fear. Not to mention,â she added with a sly smile, âthe presence of those bollocks youâre so enamored of. That changes the mechanics of your walk. But theyâre your passport, arenât they? Your privilege simply hanging between your legs.â
His laugh was short, and strained. Here heâd taken her into this alley to give her some simple instruction on the way to walk like a man, and suddenly heâd been given an entirely new insight into what it meant to be a man. What it meant to be a woman.
Heâd thought heâd be the one in power here, but with only a few sentences, sheâd stripped him entirely of that power. He felt oddly defenseless, even though she was right. Outside of this alley, he was always in control, given the benefit of his gender, his class.
It wasnât entirely a comfortable sensation, to be seen with such incisiveness. As though he had nothing to hide behind. Not his name, his wealth. He was only himself.
âThatâs a considerable amount to keep in mind when one is simply perambulating,â he said instead of voicing these thoughts.
She grinned. âI could be entirely wrong. It wouldnât be the first time I fabricated motivations.â
âSuch a ringing endorsement for the credibility of your paper.â
Her smile widened. Definitely not a manâs smile. Too much prettiness. Too much . . . allure. âNever there, of course.â
He waved toward the passageway. âTry again. If you think you can manage to put one foot in front of the other whilst plotting supremacy of the globe.â
âIâll endeavor to do my best.â She walked to one end of the alley and back again. âWell?â
âYou move like your bollocks weigh two stone. They donât swing like a leaden pendulum.â
âShow me again,â she said, âand this time Iâll pay particular attention to your genitals.â
He narrowed his eyes. Theyâd spent too long in the narrow confines of the alley, too near each other. And the prospect of dangerous possibilities. âLessonâs over. Time to test your skills in the world.â
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Chapter 4
The ancient term âThe Battle of the Sexesâ has existed for millennia for good reason. For what else can we term the constant skirmishes, sorties, and clashes that transpire on a daily basis between men and women? Indeed, with such continual strife, itâs a wonder that the population continues to grow . . .
The Hawkâs Eye , May 4, 1816
B ond Street at dusk blazed with beautiful things and lamplight, throwing gold onto the streets and the passersby. The pedestrians walking along the pavement were as gorgeous and unattainable as the elegant objects in the stores. They lived and breathed a kind of life Âpeople like Eleanor could only dreamâÂor writeâÂabout.
The Âpeople collected here, like the lovely articles in the shop windows, were all her favorite subjects of scandal.
She could barely keep the excitement to herself. She murmured to Ashford, âThereâs
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