could she be content as a useless ornament. âI know I canât do those things by myself, but I can help.â
âIâll think about it,â he answered noncommittally, but he knew there was no way in hell heâd let her. What could she do? It was hard, dirty, smelly, bloody work. The only thing she was physically strong enough to do was brand calves, and he didnât think she could stomach the smell or the frantic struggles of the terrified little animals.
âItâs my ranch,â she reminded him, ice in her tone. âEither I help, or the dealâs off.â
John didnât say anything. There was no point in arguing. He simply wasnât going to let her do it, and that was that. Heâd handle her when the time came, but he didnât expect much of a fight. When she saw what was involved, she wouldnât want any part of it. Besides, she couldnât possibly like the hard work sheâd been doing; he figured she was just too proud to back down now.
It was a long drive to Tampa, and half an hour passed without a word between them. Finally she said, âYou used to make fun of my expensive little cars.â
He knew she was referring to the sleek Mercedes, and he grunted. Personally, he preferred his pickup. When it came down to it, he was a cattle rancher and not much else, but he was damned good at what he did, and his tastes werenât expensive. âFunny thing about bankers,â he said by way of explanation. âIf they think you donât need the money all that badly, theyâre eager to loan it to you. Image counts. This thing is part of the image.â
âAnd the members of your rotating harem prefer it, too, I bet,â she gibed. âGoing out on the town lacks something when you do it in a pickup.â
âI donât know about that. Ever done it in a pickup?â he asked softly, and even through the dark glasses she could feel the impact of his glance.
âIâm sure you have.â
âNot since I was fifteen.â He chuckled, ignoring the biting coldness of her comment. âBut a pickup never was your style, was it?â
âNo,â she murmured, leaning her head back. Some of her dates had driven fancy sports cars, some had driven souped-up Fords and Chevys, but it hadnât made any difference what theyâd driven, because she hadnât made out with any of them. They had been nice boys, most of them, but none of them had been John Rafferty, so it hadnât mattered. He was the only man sheâd ever wanted. Perhaps if sheâd been older when sheâd met him, or if sheâd been secure enough in her own sexuality, things might have been different. What would have happened if she hadnât initiated those long years of hostility in an effort to protect herself from an attraction too strong for her to handle? What if sheâd tried to get him interested in her, instead of warding him off?
Nothing, she thought tiredly. John wouldnât have wasted his time with a naive eighteen-year-old. Maybe later, when sheâd graduated from college, the situation might have changed, but instead of coming home after graduation she had gone to Philadelphiaâ¦and met Roger.
They were out of the lawyerâs office by noon; it hadnât been a long meeting. The land would be surveyed, the deed drawn up, and Johnâs ranch would increase by quite a bit, while hers would shrink, but she was grateful that heâd come up with that solution. At least now she still had a chance.
His hand curled warmly around her elbow as they walked out to the car. âLetâs have lunch. Iâm too hungry to wait until we get home.â
She was hungry, too, and the searing heat made her feel lethargic. She murmured in agreement as she fumbled for her sunglasses, missing the satisfied smile that briefly curled his mouth. John opened the car door and held it as she got in, his eyes lingering on the