feel. The flood of emotion nearly brought him to his knees.
Because he knew.
Ryan just knew.
That this child was his son.
Chapter Seven
Delaney made sure her top and nursing bra were fixed so she wasnât flashing Ryan. Of course, Patrick didnât cooperate. He continued to bat at the blanket and her clothes, probably giving their visitor a peep show in the process.
She glanced at Ryan to see if heâd been embarrassed by the exposure, but her glance turned into a stare. That wasnât an embarrassed look on his face. He was stunned, truly stunned. So much so that he grabbed each side of the door frame and held on.
âWhatââ But that was all Delaney managed to say. She followed Ryanâs wide-eyed gaze and saw what had captured his attention.
Patrick.
Delaneyâs eyes widened, as well.
And she didnât have to ask what was going on in Ryanâs head. She knew. It was no doubt the same reaction sheâd had the night sheâd seen his sonâs photo.
âThereâs a resemblance,â she said.
That was all she could manage. And it was a weak attempt to defuse what was happening. It was like an avalanche, coming right down on top at her.
Ryan wasnât faring much better. He stood there, holding on to the door until his knuckles turned white, while he blew out quick, frantic breaths.
Since Patrick no longer seemed interested in nursing, Delaney got up and eased him back into his crib. When he made a few sounds of protest, she turned on his overhead mobile. He immediately settled once the music started to play and the cartoon figures began to circle around.
âA thousand things are going through my head right now,â she confessed. âAnd very few of those things are good.â
Ryan just nodded. That didnât do much to steady her suddenly raw nerves. The tears were threatening, too, but Delaney choked them back.
âI canât lose my baby.â Her whispered admission cut through Patrickâs cooing and the cheerful music coming from the mobile.
But she immediately regretted her fear-induced confession, because it was a stark reminder that Ryan had already lost his son.
Or had he?
Judging from his reaction, he no doubt believed his child was in the crib.
Unfortunately, she couldnât challenge that. Dr. Keyes had claimed that the cloning was only a possibility, but it wasnât a mere possibility that was causing Ryan to experience this turmoil. Patrick was the cause of it. His blond hair. His blue eyes. And his uncanny resemblance to the man standing in the doorway of the nursery.
Why hadnât she realized that there was some resemblance before now?
Why?
Probably because she hadnât wanted to see it.
As long as the experimentally cloned embryo was just a rumor and without a shred of proof to back it up, she was safe. Her son was safe.
However, nothing was safe any longer.
The perfect life sheâd so carefully planned was coming apart at the seams, and she couldnât even blame Ryan for that. Heâd had no part in making this happen. But then, neither had she. They werenât at fault, but both of themâand Patrickâwould no doubt have to deal with the consequences.
âI need to know what youâre thinking,â she said when she could no longer stand his silence. She edged closer. Small steps. Afraid to get too near.
Ryan groaned softly, readjusted his position so that he was leaning against the nursery wall, probably for support. He definitely didnât look steady yet. âIâm thinking we need to do that DNA test.â
That was it. No veiled threats about challenging her for custody of Patrick. No shouts or accusations that she should have told him that he and Patrick looked so much alike. Just those calmly spoken words that hit her as hard as a heavyweightâs fist.
âAnd then what?â Delaney continued before he could answer. She had to make him understand. âMy