to let him, of course. These are not my decisions. Unless you want to let him talk to your female lieutenant. Do they allow these things? I admit heâs not all that good-looking, quiet type, I donât knowâbut who am I to say what a woman like that would find attractiveââ
âWhat are you talking about?â Pulowski asked.
âThis guy, he loves your lady officer,â Faisal said. His accent corrupted this phrase into something that sounded slurred and drunken. Pulowski noticed that Mastersonâs soldiersânow gently tugging the prisoner into a sitting position, checking his wound, finding a rag to mop the floor where he had bledâgrinned in spite of themselves.
It was possible that even the prisoner, fresh gauze taped to his temple, looking dazed, added a bittersweet and hopeless smirk.
âNo, seriously.â Faisal was on a roll by now, getting laughs, and he continued with all the subtlety of a lounge singer. âHe says, âAzeezatiâ âthatâs dear woman, okay? âI know that you donât see me but I think that we are a couple made in heaven and I am offering to you the opportunity to be my wife, zawja .â Yes, well, itâs flattering, I think? No? He says here he has fifteen goats and a 1984 Toyota Camryââ
âAll right, okay, I get the idea,â Pulowski said, flushing. He was still holding the piece of stationery, with the manâs sketched pictures. The unsettling male angel. If heâd had any balls he wouldâve thrown it away. Instead, he stuck it in his pocket, which felt like the only truly cowardly thing heâd done all day. âGet him out of here. Weâve had a nice ha-ha, so letâs give Romeo his walking papers and move on.â
âWe could always ask the captain if he has a policy on this,â Faisal said.
But Pulowski already had the door open, waving the deaf manânow transformed back into a civilian from a prisonerâout the door and into the crowded hallway beyond. âYeah, yeah, yeah, very funny. Okay, whoâs the next case?â
*Â Â Â *Â Â Â *
Fowler collapsed against the wall of her trailer at Camp Tolerance, head tilted back, still sweating, having just returned from the schoolhouse and her last, fruitless attempt to find Beale. âIt was my fault,â she said.
Pulowski lay on the floor with his arms winged behind his head, like he did when he was thinking up a line. By now she was ready for one.
âIf youâre going to make me lie here and listen to you say stupid things like that,â he said, âyou could at least have the decency to clean the place up.â
Not bad. Maybe she could work with that.
âYouâre a fucking classic, Pulowski.â She grabbed an old T-shirt from the floor and smacked him in the center of his skinny chest, shaking her head. âThe one person in the Army whoâd try to fix a disaster like this by cleaning .â
It was an experiment, she understood that. Some attempt to touch the world as it had been before theyâd lost Beale. As it had been when theyâd made love here.
âControlling your environment,â Pulowski said, doing a passable impersonation of Captain Hartzâs crusty bark, âis the first step on the road to clarity of mind.â
âI hope not,â she said, gazing around her trailer. The place was a disaster of crap. The tops of her two lockers were cluttered with backup supplies, razors (unused now for a week), her extra soap, her iPod dock, her camera charger, her stacks of toilet paper, baby wipes, bug spray. The top of the fridge where sheâd put together a tiny kitchenette, hot plate, coffeemaker, powdered Gatorade. The corner where sheâd tossed USPS Priority Mail boxes that contained the rare postings from her dadânever anything from her motherâthe plastic bags of trail mix, almonds, the copies of The Kansas City Star ,