possible semantic variation on this sentiment, and in the end decided all that mattered was that when he finished his brief speech he would lay his palms delicately upon her cheekbones and pull her face to his.
But Oliver hadnât materialized the rest of the weekend, and now sheâs exhausted, with a whole day of school in front of her and the kind of headache that makes her eyes feel full of grit. If he couldnât be bothered to sneak into her house and say he was sorry, she decides, then fuck him. He can take the bus to school.
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By lunchtime sheâs edgy. What if he wasnât running late this morning but purposely avoiding her? What if he is actually angry with her for some reason? She checks the cafeteria, then the back field, and even the library, but she canât find him. Sheâs making her third pass by his locker when she runs into Valerie, drinking a Dr Pepper, a book tucked under her arm, wearing a shirt that looks like she screen-printed it herself, a skull with a knife and fork where the crossbones should be. It reads BON VIVANT in curvy letters.
âIf youâre looking for Oliver, I donât think heâs here today,â says Valerie. âAt least, he wasnât in English.â
They meander the halls together while Valerie drinks her soda.
âWhat are you reading?â Althea asks.
Valerie flashes the cover of the book, which gleams under the fluorescent lights. âMinty Fresh told me to read it. Itâs about the diamond trade. That industry is so totally fucked. The diamonds are all in a vault at De Beers, and theyâre not even worth anything. But people buy them because they see some ad that tells them to. Their value is completely invented.â
She spends some time elaborating about the wars that erupted among diamond sellers a hundred years ago, how De Beers emerged victorious and ran a monopoly so unapologetic, they had to keep their offices overseas in London, where they declared their goods âconflict freeâ even though their origins usually couldnât be traced, and doled out gems to distributors in small amounts. Althea pictures the vault, underground and elusive, metal drawers lined with imperial blue velvet, opening soundlessly to reveal their treasures. She imagines the tall diamond baron with a pocket watch who slips into his vault on lonely nights to caress and count his jewels. As Valerie goes on about the misallocation of the worldâs resources, the flaw in the system that allows that place to exist, Althea nods but thinks if such a thing were hers, she would never give it up, either.
âSomeone figured out a way to make diamonds in a machine,â says Valerie. âCan you imagine? The technologyâs still rough, but maybe in another twenty or thirty years they can put De Beers out of business.â
âI like your shirt,â Althea says.
âI can make you one sometime. I still have the screen.â
âYeah?â
âCome over one day next week, when schoolâs out.â Valerie pauses in the middle of the hallway, tossing her empty soda bottle into a trash can several yards away. âIs Oliver the only person who calls you Al?â
âMy dad, sometimes. His mom, sometimes. I try not to encourage the Al thing. People already think Iâm a tomboy because Iâm best friends with a guy. Having a boyâs name doesnât help.â
âYou think thereâs something wrong with being a tomboy?â Valerie says.
Althea realizes sheâs made a misstep here, Valerie being something of a tomboy herself. âItâs just not true. If I were a tomboy Iâd probably be cutting school right now to go build a tree fort by the river. Which would be great.â
âMmm,â says Valerie in a noncommittal tone.
Althea redirects. âSo youâre calling him Minty Fresh now, too?â
âHe asked me to. Says he likes it better than
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