requested.
My father handed over the three sets of registration papers as well as the forms given to him by the little bald man.
âYou are assigned to the menâs dormitory,â one of the officers said, pointing to my father. âAnd the rest of the family is assigned to the family building,â he continued.
There was a heavy silence. What did he mean?
âI donât understand,â my father said.
One of the officers took a deep breath. âWhat donât you understand?â he asked, and his voice had taken on an angry tone. â You go to menâs residence, you are a man,â he said loudly, sticking out a hand and practically poking a finger into my fatherâs chest. âAnd the rest of you,â he said, waving a hand toward us, âare to go to the family quarters. Do you people speak English?â
âAs much as you do!â I snapped. Why did people keep on asking that question?
âAll of you?â he asked.
âEven my grandmother,â I answered. And of course that was only half a lie. She understood a lot, but really didnât speak it very well.
âGood, that makes it so much easier to explain,â the officer said.
âIâll try to explain,â the second officer said. âMen, and that includes any male over the age of sixteen â¦â
He paused. âHow old are you?â
âFourteen,â I answered.
âYou look older. Anyway, men are assigned to a bed in one building, and families go to a separate residence.â
âBut why canât we stay together?â I asked.
âProblems with space and privacy. The menâs building is just one big room, filled with bunk beds three high. Thereâs no privacy. Itâs not the place for women or children. The family dormitory is subdivided so each family has its own space.â
âWhy canât my father just live in that space with us?â I demanded.
The officer shook his head. âThere just isnât space. It will be cramped enough for the five of you and all your possessions.â
âBut we wouldnât mind being crowded ââ
âSorry, son,â the officer said, cutting me off. âThose are the orders and thereâs nothing I can do about it.
Besides, it isnât like your old man will be far away. The two buildings are just a hundred yards apart. And youâll be eating all your meals together in the same building. I know it isnât what Iâd want if it was me and my family ⦠Iâm sorry ⦠I really am ⦠I hope you understand.â He handed my father back all the papers.
âThank you,â my father said.
My father started to walk and we silently trailed behind him. We stopped moving at the fork of the path, where it split off in the two directions.
âWe will meet later at the truck and unload,â my father said.
There was no emotion in his voice. Calm, quiet, steady. That was the opposite of how my sisters looked.
Yuri looked like she was about to cry.
âEverything is fine,â my father said in that same tone. âEverything is fine,â he repeated. âNow go. Work to be done.â
My mother reached over and took Yuri by the hand and started to lead her away.
âTadashi ⦠stay,â my father said, and I remained at his side.
âYou are to be responsible,â my father began. âI will be close ⦠for now.â
A wave of fear washed over me. âWhat ⦠what do you mean?â I asked in alarm.
âYou and I must take care of the family. If I am not here ⦠then you.â
âBut thereâs Mom and grand ââ
My father silenced me with a hardened look. âThey will help, but you will have to lead. You are the male and the oldest ⦠almost a man.â
I wanted to say something back, but his words had caught me so off guard I couldnât get the words out. I just stood there, a dumb
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