tired,â she said.
But she couldnât stop thinking about the girl. Eloise felt a vibration unlike anything sheâd felt before. She would need to talk to Agatha. She considered telling Ray about it, but she wound up staying quiet.
They werenât working on anything now, and she sort of wanted to keep it that way. Theyâd had a couple of high-profile cases in a row, and her voice mail and mailbox were full of requests for their help. But she didnât have the feeling . She couldnât help any of the people who needed her right now. And that was weighing heavily on her.
But she didnât have a choice in these things. She didnât invite the visions. It wasnât on demandâeven if someone brought her an article of clothing, or a picture, or a plush toy (though this sometimes worked when Ray brought it). Even if desperate people wept on her doorstep, or waited in her driveway for two days, or followed her around townâall of which had happenedâshe couldnât make something happen.
She could only walk through the doorways that were opened for her. Thatâs why she thought there was more to it than Agatha believed. Eloise thought there was a puppet master, someone pulling the strings. Thereâs no puppet master, honey. Thatâs the problem , Agatha insisted. The old woman was always very sure of herself. But that didnât mean she was always right.
âI came to take you out to dinner,â said Ray.
âIâll cook,â she said.
âNo,â he said. âLetâs go out. You look like you could use it.â
She didnât like to go out anymore, especially in The Hollows. It was one thing if they were traveling and no one knew who she was. But here at home, people stared, they whispered, they scowled. Some people snickered, some looked on in sympathy, or fearâsuspicion, disdain. The one thing no one ever did in a small town was mind their own goddamned business.
In the end, she acquiesced because she always did where Ray was concerned. She loved him in the way that she could. It was he who needed to go out. He was an extrovert, needing human contact all the time in order to stay energized. That was why he dealt with the clients. And she dealt with the deadâthough they werenât always dead. It was complicated.
She showered, dressed, and did her hairâwhich basically just consisted of drying it and pulling a brush through it. It was brittle and dry. She even put on some lipstick, but she still looked like an old hag.
While she was getting ready, The Burning Girl sat on Eloiseâs bed, and the smell was powerful. Her hair was flame, her face a mask of pure fury, her body glowing like a hot coal.
âWhat do you want?â Eloise asked at the door. But the girl didnât answer. She wouldnât, of course. She usually couldnât hear Eloise; they did not exist on the same plane. Eloise was going to have to figure it out for herself.
All through dinner, Eloise wondered about The Burning Girl and what she wanted. If Ray noticed she was distracted, he didnât say. She kept seeing those fingers creeping around the door.
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On the following Thursday, Eloise attended the big town meeting at city hall. Tempers ran high. There was much conflict between those who wanted The Hollows to stay as it was and those who profited from its expansion. The new shopping center that was already under construction was a hot-button issue.
Eloise had a special loathing for mini-malls, those concrete strips of low-end commercialism. She thought they represented a deterioration of society, a move toward homogenization that stripped communities of their personalities. Sheâd been surprised when one appeared in The Hollows. The Hollows Historical Society had always been such a passionate defender of the townâs integrity of character. But this seemed to be the way of things now.
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