Free Broken Ever After by Natalie Graham Page B

inside my mouth and gently sucking.
    I started to move my mouth up and down the length of him , feeling the soft ripples of his veins all the way down his smooth skin, blood coursing through him for me. All for me. He sighed again and moved his hands to my hair, gathering it close to my ear and twisted the long length around his fist pulling it out of my way for me. I ran my hands up his thighs and used one to help me where my mouth couldn’t reach. He let out a low groan and I felt his fist tighten in the length of my hair. His breathing gradually became shallower, he was gripping my hair just enough to not be sore.
    “ Oh god… Liv. Olivia, I’m gonna come if you don’t stop, baby” he whispered. I was shocked with myself that I actually wanted him to. “Liv you need to stop now if you don’t want me to come.”
    I carried on and moved faster on him , I wanted to feel him come apart in my mouth, I wanted to taste him. I wanted this act to be mine. All mine. I wanted this more than I’d ever wanted anything in my life as I blocked out every other thought that wasn’t Jamie.
    He moaned quietly as I felt him release into my mouth , it was so warm, I quickly swallowed before I had more time to think about it. I swallowed again and again as his grip on my hair relaxed. I slowly released him from my mouth, licking the tip and giggling as he bucked from the bed, he was so sensitive. I planted one last kiss there before going to lie up on the pillow beside him.
    “ Oh my God, Olivia that was… Amazing” I smiled shyly looking up at him through my lashes.
    “ Really?” I asked him coyly, chewing on the side of my lip.
    “ Yes!”
    “ I wasn’t sure you’d like it, I’ve… never done that before.” I admitted quietly.
    “ That was so good there is no way that was your first time.”
    “ It was, honestly. And what you did before, that was a first too.” I was glad it was dark, I was sure that my cheeks would be glowing bright red.
    “ What was?” he asked me in a confused tone.
    Could I tell him my secrets? No , he’d probably run a mile if he knew how fucked up I was. “No one has ever… Erm…” I didn’t know how to phrase it. “I’ve never let anyone do that before.” That sounds right doesn’t it?
    “ What?” he almost yelled and sat up from the pillow.
    “ Shhh” I sat up and covered his mouth with my hand which he immediately pulled away.
    “ You mean you’ve never been with anyone? At all?” I shook my head. “You’ve never had sex before? You’re a… virgin?”
    “ Is that such a bad thing?” I was so hurt by his tone; did he think I was some kind of class bike? Did I give off that impression?
    “ No baby, it’s not bad. It’s good. It’s so fucking good. I didn’t mean it like that! It’s just… I was shocked that’s all! I knew you had a couple of boyfriends in school, I just assumed you’d… I’m sorry I didn’t mean to sound so surprised. I mean, Liv, you’re beautiful and I hear the other girls talking about sex all the time. I just figured you had… Is that why you want to wait? Oh God, that’s why you are so upset over this Lucas crap too, isn’t it?” I sobbed into his shoulder, it wasn’t the only reason the Lucas stuff upset me, but was it time to tell him? I decided not.
    “ I just wanted my first time to be… I don’t know… special I guess. I never did it with those boys because there has only ever been one person I feel like I wanted to with. One person I want to let go with…” I blushed and looked away from him again. “I was so upset in school because” I took a deep breath and let it out slowly.
    “ Because I wanted you so badly and I couldn’t tell you. All I kept thinking was that in three weeks I’d never see you again. That was why I ran away at lunch. That’s why I was so tired! I couldn’t sleep between worrying about exams and never seeing you again. I thought if I can just get through these three weeks and go to Uni I’d