envelope from her reader. She made herself stand straight and tall. Then she took the envelope downstairs to Ma. âItâs a note from my teacher,â she said in a small voice.
Ma looked surprised, but she didnât ask what the note was about or why Esther hadnât given it to her sooner. She just tore open the envelope and began to read. Esther, burning with shame, stared at the floor and tried not to cry. When she heard the rustle of the note being folded back into the envelope, she sneaked a quick peek at Maâs face. There were two bright spots of red on her cheeks. Esther gulped and looked back at the floor. Ma was furious.
âThis fine teacher of yours,â Ma said, âvill she buy these eyeglasses for you?â
Estherâs head snapped up. Eyeglasses? âWh-what do you mean, Ma?â Estherâs heart did a skip and a jump. Was the letter about eyeglasses? Not cheating?
Ma tore the envelope across and then tore the pieces across one more time. âYour teacher says you cannot see vell. She says ve should buy you eyeglasses. Does she think ve are rich?â Ma sniffed. âVe donât have money for eyeglasses. Maybe after the harvest. But not now. Your teacher should mind her own business.â
âYes, Ma,â Esther said automatically. But what she was thinking was, Miss Larson had not told on her. She hadnât told! Relief made Esther want to laugh out loud. It was all right. Ma and Pa would not be ashamed of her after all. And she would never, ever cheat again.
She felt as if she could run three times around the pasture and do ten cartwheels in a row. She felt as light as a balloon that could sail away on the tiniest breeze.
Estherâs happiness continued all through the rest of the weekend. And when Monday came, she was not ashamed to face her teacher again. She knew Miss Larson had forgiven her. But even so, she was amazed by what happened that morning in school.
When it was time for arithmetic, Miss Larson came to stand beside Estherâs desk. âFrom now on, Esther, I want you and Wesley to come up front to copy from the board. Then you may go back to your seats to do the work. All right?â
Why, that would solve everything! âYes, Miss Larson,â Esther said happily.
âYes, Miss Larson,â Wesley echoed.
âGood.â The teacher started to walk away but stopped and turned back only a step from Estherâs desk. âOh, and Esther, when you finish your afternoon work, you may listen to the first-graders read aloud, one at a time, in the hallway.â
Esther felt her mouth fall open. âYou mean I-I can still help teach?â
Miss Larson smiled. âYes, Esther. If you want to.â
If she wanted to! âOh, yes. Yes, I do!â Esther had to grip the edge of her desk to keep from jumping out of her seat, she was so happy and excited. Wait âtil I write to Julia, she thought. Wait âtil I tell her I won the spelling bee
and
Iâm going to help teach! Wonât she be surprised!
Esther touched the birthday ribbon in her hair. She had pulled it back out of her drawer right after Ma read Miss Larsonâs letter. It was a lucky ribbon after all!
7 A Sign of Warning
July 4, 1930
Dear Julia,
I hate summer. I miss school and my friends. Vi is no fun. Ma told her she can make her own school clothes if she practices making patterns and sewing. Now that is all she does! I asked Ma if she would show me how to make patterns for clothes for Margaret. She said I am too old for dolls. Thank goodness I have Mickey to play with. He fetches sticks and runs races with me. We even play hide-and-seek. Only I am always the one to hide and Mickey always finds me.
Ma has a big vegetable garden. I help her pull weeds. How come weeds grow so much faster than vegetables? I am sorry David lost his job. I hope he finds another one fast. It has been awful hot here. If we were in Chicago, we could go to the beach