stand by our table, her hip cocked, balancing a tray and a plastic coffee pot.
âRefill?â
âYes,â I said. âPlease.â
âFuck you, toots,â Olsen said, crumpling the napkin and throwing it at her feet.
âShut your mouth,â said Timothy.
âWhat did he say?â she asked.
âDonât tell me to shut up, big brother,â said Olsen, clutching his mug. I noticed the star-shaped earring in his left ear.
âIâd be happy to shut it for you,â said Timothy.
They had been working in the oilfields of Wyoming and were headed home to California, they said. I could imagine the brawls Timothy had fought and won in the oilfields over the writing of poetry. His writing, he said, was all about young women. He wrote at night and made Olsen sleep in a tent outside their trailer.
Timothy suddenly broke the pencil in half and dropped both halves into his brotherâs coffee mug. Olsen shoved the mug across the table and it slid off the edge and broke on the floor. I could see the manager coming around from behind the cash. Timothy reached over and wrapped his hands around his brotherâs throat. The manager pushed the green-eyed waitress out of the way and pointed a pistol at my heart.
âGet out of my place,â he said. âGet out right now.â
âLetâs get out of here,â I told the brothers. âIâll pay for the coffee.â
I laid money on the table and followed them towards the door. The manager trailed me, occasionally poking my shoulder with the pistol. Looking back, I saw the waitress starting to clear off the table. I was about to wave to her but knew the gesture might be misread, so I just followed the brothers out into the colourless daylight. As soon as we were outside Olsen kicked over the USA Today vending machine. The manager rapped on the plate-glass window with his pistol. Olsen whirled around and ripped open his shirt. The buttons went skittering. âDo it to me then, big man!â he screamed, thrusting out his bare white chest.
From the other side of the glass the manager just stared.
Olsen cackled. âWhat a chickenshit, what a big fat slice of bird pie!â
A lot of the desert was military test range. As we walked towards the brothersâ white Falcon, a flock of fighters came in quickly, dropping from the sky like stones. âF-16s!â Timothy shouted. The brothers began shouting and waving as the jets swept overhead. Timothy aimed both index fingers and made machine-gunning noises and Olsen whooped like an epileptic Comanche, pulling pins from imaginary hand grenades and lobbing them skywards. The jets swiftly disappeared, leaving contrails like white claw marks on the sky. The noise faded until it was lost in the pell of traffic from the interstate.
Timothy held open the driverâs-side door and I scrambled into the back seat. Timothy got behind the wheel. Olsen stood on the passenger side, drumming his fingers on the roof.
âYou want to walk to California?â Timothy said.
Olsen leaned down to address his brother through the open window. âYour wifeâs a whore. The only home youâll ever have is a trailer at Rock Springs.â
Timothy hardened as if a piece of wire had been inserted into his body. His neck became stiff and his head cocked aggressively, like a large fist.
âYour mindâs a slave,â Olsen said.
Timothy jumped out, walked around quickly, and threw open the trunk. He lifted something out and slammed the lid. I saw him holding a canvas seabag. Olsen stopped his drumming on the roof. Timothy whirled the bag around his head a few times, then flung it as far as he could. It landed on the asphalt twenty yards away. Jingling keys, Timothy got behind the wheel, slammed his door, and fired up the engine. Olsen reached in through the window and pulled an automatic pistol from under the passenger seat. I saw his earring sparkle. Timothy reached