if I tried. His royal highness seems pretty plastered.â
Uncle sighed. âHeâs been doing so well. Heâs been making a lot of progress.â
I decided not to argue. âI wonât wake him up. Are you coming back now?â
âNo, I canât. Iâm sorry. There was a call. A family needs a translator. Iâm going to the hospital to help. Donât worry. You can just stay at home today.â
âUncle, youâve worked all night. You should rest.â
âIâm fine.â He hung up.
And I thought, heâs going to drop dead if he keeps working like this. Then a worse thought came to me. Maybe Uncle was
trying
to work himself to death. Maybe this was how his survivorâs guilt was manifesting. Like a death wish. And what would Ma say if I just stood by and let that happen?
I paced in the kitchenette as the cheerful yellow light from the rising sun began to pour inside, lapping at the countertops and the white Frigidaire, splashing against the walls like a wave of honey. I peered out the window into the parking lot, and watched sparrows wheel across the sky, which grew brighter and more blue with each passing minute. A hummingbird hovered by the bougainvillea. It was hard to remember that it was December, that Christmas was only two weeks away. Iâd left Nebraska fallow and frozen and taken a bus to arrive in a whole other season. Traffic zoomed by on the street below, and I watched as a bus barreled past; an ad for
Die Hard 2
wrapped around the bus featuring a Christmas wreath superimposed over Bruce Willisâs shoulders.
Something about the combination of December and blooming flowers and warm sunshine made me feel unnaturally optimistic. I flipped open the phone book on the kitchen table and examined the map of bus routes in the front so that I could head to the donut shop on my own. Better to get working on my PR plan than to wait in the apartment listening to Sitan snore.
Anita was surprised to see me when I came running in the front door. âI took the bus,â I announced proudly.
âItâs been kind of a slow morning. But Iâm happy to have your company.â She looked up from the paper, where sheâd been working on the crossword. âWould you like coffee or are you a Coca-Cola in the morning type of girl?â
âCoffee, thanks.â I pulled my notebook out of my backpack. âYou know, I was thinking of ways to drum up more business. The pastry is fantastic. People just donât know this place is here. It doesnât look special.â
âYour uncleâs kind of low-key about the business end,â Anita said. âHe got a small-business grant to train people. I helped him write up the proposal myself. I think he thinks of himself more as an educator than a businessman.â
âWell, I think of myself more as a capitalist,â I said. Then I showed her my list of marketing ideas. âI thought I could make some of these flyers over at the copy shop. What do you think? I want to help Uncle. I want him to be happy. I donât want to be a burden. I want to show him I can earn my keep.â
âYouâre not a burden, Nea,â Anita said. âJames is very proud of you. You have no idea. Heâs told me so much about you.â
âThatâs a surprise.â
âHe doesnât always say what heâs thinking or feeling. Thatâs not his way.â
âI havenât done anything yet,â I said, growing impatient. I threw three creamers into the coffee and gulped it down. âSince itâs slow, Iâm going over to the Copy Circle right now and Iâll get started. Just give me a call over there if it gets busy and you need help.â
âTake your time, Nea,â Anita said. She looked down at the counter and pursed her lips as though she wanted to say something more, but then thought better of it. âYou should do what you think is right, of