letâs pray and get this dinner going. And hey, I can start drinking early this year because Jayd can drive herself home from now on,â he says, making everyone in the room laugh. Heâs right; Iâve got keys and wheels. The only person stopping me is me, and that ends right now. Maybe it wonât be so bad once I fix it up a little bit. Well, at least I have something to roll in and for that I am grateful.
âYou alright, baby?â Faye passes me a stacked plate and a fork. She knows me so well. âYou donât look like a teenager who just got her first car for Christmas.â Sheâs right. Iâm far from happy right now. Iâm so pissed I canât even eat and thatâs saying something.
âYeah, just tired. I got in late last night and got up early this morning to do my momâs hair.â I play with the delicious-looking food on my plate, trying to hold back my tears. I need to go somewhere where I can cry my eyes out.
âYeah, your daddy told me about your new career. Do you really want to do hair for the rest of your life?â I know she doesnât see the pride in my chosen profession for the time being, because she believes academics are the answer to everything, but this time I canât agree.
âIâm only sixteen and I like doing hair.â Now my appetiteâs completely gone. I canât help but feel attacked on a personal level whenever someone demeans our profession. Doing hair is in my blood and itâs a gift, not a curse like sheâs making it out to be. Fayeâs always hated on any job that doesnât require a college degree. My daddy doesnât have a degree, but sheâs working on that, too.
âI know that, but Jayd, you could be tutoring or working at a library or something other than just doing hair. You have a sharp head and you should use that to get you through.â Thatâs the one thing about Faye I donât get. Sheâs so smart in one way but clueless when it comes to our cultural heritage, and I think my dad loves her for that the most. Rah texts me right before Iâm able to comment back to Faye and itâs perfect timing. I donât want to take out my anger on her.
âIâll think about that,â I say, placing my plate on the counter while everyone else files into the kitchen, ready to get their grub on. I think if I skip out now it wonât be so bad.
Whatâs up with you? Iâm about to take Rahima back to my house. Need a ride? Holla back at your boy.
âYes Jayd, I think you should seriously consider it. There are plenty of part-time jobs at the college I work at. You should drop by one day and let me introduce you to some of my coworkers.â Ignoring my stepmother completely, I reply back to Rah in record time. I need to get out of here before I say something I truly regret and Iâm not trying to hurt anyoneâs feelings today.
Yes, please come follow me back to my momâs first and then we can kick it. My dad bought me a car and I doubt itâll make it back to Inglewood. See yâall soon.
âOkay, weâll make it a date,â I say, searching the drawers for aluminum foil. Faye is the queen of Costco and keeps the house stocked with anything needed in the kitchen and bathroom.
âWhere are you rushing off to?â my daddy asks as Faye hands him his plate and a drink. âI knew I shouldâve waited until after dinner to give you the car.â Heâs right. Maybe Iâd still have an appetite. Now Iâll have to wait until I vent to eat my dinner. Faye piles a plate full of cake and pie for me to take with me along with a bag full of her famous chocolate-chip cookies. If I could perfect this recipe and her sweet potato pie, Iâd be a happy black girl.
âRahâs going to check my car out for me and I need to get back. I have an early workday tomorrow,â I say, half telling the truth.