Stephen said, stopping beside me. âAnd those are roses.â He pointed to a brambly bush with simple, white flowers.
âReally?â I looked more closely at the flowers. âThey donât look like roses.â
âTheyâre wild, so they look different. Smell them, youâll see.â
I sensed his eyes on me as I bent down. The scent was strong and sweet in the warm, still air. âMmm. Youâre right.â I straightened up and caught him staring at me. I swallowed and smiled back, and suddenly the air between us was electric, as if energy had passed back and forth.
âHow do you know about flowers?â I asked as we started walking again. I was behind him now, and looking at his back made it easier to talk.
âI like stuff like that,â he said over his shoulder. âIâm the nerd reading wildflower guides for fun.â
I remembered I hadnât told him about my discovery about Magic earlier. âHey, I had a revelation about the buckskin earlier.â I recounted the trough incident. âSo, my theory is that heâs afraid of running water.â I looked at Stephen sideways to gauge his reaction. âWhat do you think? Like maybe someone tried to force him to get near water, maybe the same person who beat him?â
Stephen nodded, thinking. âYeah, that definitely seems Âpossible. Weâll have to test it out some more.â He was quiet, walking beside me on the path, his tanned hands wedged into the shoulder straps of his backpack.
I cast him a glance. âWhat are you thinking about?â I winced a little as the words came out of my mouth. Ryan Davis had once told me that guys hated that question.
Stephen raised a finger to his mouth and gnawed at a nail. âNot much. Did you think Rick mean what he said this morning?â His forehead was furrowed. âAbout assistant trainer, I mean.â A slight note of desperation had crept into his voice. I looked at him more closely. He continued to gnaw his fingernail. His other nails were bitten to the quick.
âI donât really know him that well,â I said carefully. I felt like I had stepped unknowingly off the boardwalk in a bog. There might be quicksand nearby, but I didnât know where it was.
âThis is it. Rickâs finally giving me a chance.â Stephen continued to bite his fingers.
I stopped on the path and gently pulled his hand from his mouth. Blood rimmed the top of his index fingernail. We both looked down at it; then our eyes met. He shifted his grasp so that he was holding my hand. I inhaled. He gazed at my face an instant longer, then released my hand.
We started walking again. The path inclined slightly now. The giant red rocks were behind us, giving way to arid scrub. Stephenâs footsteps scrunched on the dusty gravelly path. After a minute, he spoke. âItâs just my brother. Itâs like my whole life, Iâve never been good enough for him. Iâm always the one trying; heâs always the one deciding. Even when we were younger, my dad would put him in charge of the chores, and if I didnât do them right, heâd whip Rick with a yardstick.â
I winced. âSeriously?â Stephenâs dad sounded like the dad in The Red Pony , the John Steinbeck novel weâd read last year in English. In other words, totally scary.
Stephen nodded. âThatâs just how it is out where we are.â He shrugged. âRick wonât admit that Iâm not ten anymore, though.â His voice rose in frustration. âIâm never good enough for himâjust like when we were little.â
We were halfway up the incline, and I was definitely puffing now. I sank down on a large flat rock to one side of the path and dug my water bottle from my backpack. âRick kind of scares me,â I admitted, taking a big gulp of water to clear my dust-parched throat.
Stephen remained standing on the path, hands looped