seen too much to chance feeling.â
âNo.â She would not believe that. âIt can be broken.â
âItâll hurt. Both of you.â The voice of experience. âAnd, Brenna, heâs not the kind of man you need, to heal.â
She gave a frustrated little cry. âEveryone thinks I should be wrapped up in cotton wool and babiedâwhen Iâm not being pitied, that is! But Iâm no tame housecat. I never have been. What was done to me didnât alter that. Iâm attracted to Juddâs strengthâgive me a nice gentle puppy dog of a man and Iâd drive him to tears within the hour.â
Faithâs lips curved upward, eyes crinkling at the corners. âThen I almost pity Judd.â Leaning in, she whispered, âMake him uncomfortable. Donât take no for an answer. Push. Push him until he loses control. Remember, fire melts ice.â
Brenna looked into those eerie night-sky eyes as Faith drew back. âCould be a dangerous game.â
âYou donât seem to be the kind of woman content with safe and easy.â
âNo.â She also wasnât the kind of woman who gave up at the first obstacle. Judd might be categorically Psy, but she was a SnowDancer.
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Almost eleven hours later, Judd found himself thinking of the way Brenna had watched him that morning as they made their way back to the den. Her gaze had been so intent, it had felt disconcertingly like a touch, no matter how impossible that was. However, the second they had actually entered the den, sheâd left him andâ
He shook his head in a futile attempt to wipe her from his mind. He had to concentrate. Thinking about Brenna had a dangerous way of derailing that. She was up to something, of that he was certain. Her expression had beenâ
Focus!
The church appeared on the other side of the street like an architectural specter, reminding him of who he was and what he did when darkness fell and people thought themselves safe in their beds. He wasnât so different from Enriqueâdeath was his gift and the only thing he could offer Brenna. That thought finally cemented his focus. He extended his stride, concentrating on the yellow light spilling from the churchâs curved windows.
He had never decided whether the Ghost had chosen this as their meeting place out of perversity or hope. The church was small. It had been built after the Second Reformation half a century ago and was filled not with stained glass and candles, but leafy green plants and, in the daytime, bright sunshine. Tonight he entered to find it empty but for a solitary woman kneeling at the altar. He slid into a pew at the back, his eyes on the stars visible through the transparent dome of the roof. It made him remember what heâd given up when heâd left the PsyNetâthe cool darkness, the icy flare of millions of minds.
âThe young ones donât kneel, but the old grew up in the time of Rome.â The voice was male and full of the same peace that soaked the walls of this building. It was the single thing this church had in common with the more ornate preâSecond Reformation churchesâthe sense of hushed reverence, a quiet that was so pervasive it was almost sound.
Judd glanced at the man whoâd taken a seat beside him. âFather Perez.â
Perez smiled, teeth flashing white against his teak skin. âThat makes me sound like a candidate for the senior citizensâ pension. Iâm only twenty-nine.â Wearing the winter uniform of a Second Reformation priestâloose white pants and shirt, the latter bearing a panel on the left side patterned with blue snowflakes, he looked even younger. It was the knowledge in his eyes that made him old.
Judd thought of him not as a priest, but as a fellow soldier. âItâs your title.â
âWeâve been working together for close to six years. Why wonât you call me Xavier? Even our shy friend