both. I want you to pull up and get elevation. We need to do a reconnaissance around the whole area to make sure that nothing is coming up from behind our squads.â
âWe wouldnât be able to see a man or two out there either, hidden among the houses.â
âIâm not worried about a man or two. Iâm worried about a hundred coming up in a coordinated ambush. That weâd see.â
I pulled back on the stick, hit the rudder, and banked to start a circle around the perimeter.
The sun was now completely above the horizon. I turned slightly away from the glow as it came up over my right side. Five minutes ago the rising sun was something I feared, an enemy that would make me visible. Now it felt like a friend, showing me the dangers below. Of course that also made me just as visible to anybody on the ground with a high-powered rifle and a scope. Instinctively, I pushed back on the stick and we dropped down quickly.
âWhatâs wrong?â Herb demanded. âDo you see something?â
âNothing and nothing. Just a little evasive action to be careful.â
âCareful is good. They could be out there. We might have just missed them. They could have heard or seen us coming and fled. If we see them, we can give chase,â Herb said.
âChase them? Weâd send people after them?â
âPeople, yes, but us first. I still have four grenades. We could take out a truck or two, maybe twenty men.â
âOr they could take us out.â
âThereâs always that,â Herb said.
âShouldnât we just be grateful theyâre gone and not bother chasing them?â
âThatâs the last thing we should be grateful for.â
âBut we didnât have to fight. We didnât have anybody killed or hurt.â
âNot now, but do you think itâs good to have a hundred or so armed men out there doing harm, causing havoc, killing innocents, and possibly coming back at us at some point?â
âBut they ran from us now, so wouldnât they be afraid to attack us?â
âJust because theyâre afraid now doesnât mean they canât rearm, gain strength, and come back at us again. The only certainty we could ever have of them never bothering us again is if we neutralize them once and for all.â
Neutralize âsuch a polite word for kill .
âOkay,â I said.
âBack home, the committee has to know that really this was far from successful, but for everybody else this has to be seen simply as another victory. They need to feel good about the positive and not worry about the future. Worry can be paralyzing.â
âOr the truth can be liberating,â I responded.
âOnly as much truth as they can handle.â
We circled around and Herb peered below with binoculars. He was looking down but also well into the distance. Would he be able to see them, driving away in their vehicles? And if he did would we go after them, just me and him, right now?
I was just grateful for seeing nothing except houses, stores, and a few seemingly deserted factories. Lost down there among all those buildings could easily be a hundred armed men, or a thousand, or ten thousand. But I couldnât let my mind get racing. It was only a hundred, and I was sure they were long gone, but it didnât matter if they were hiding or not, as long as they didnât attack our people.
We kept banking, executing a big circle around the compound. I wasnât seeing anything anywhere, not even the ordinary trickle of morning movement in the surrounding neighborhoods. No doubt the explosions and gunfire had kept people from chasing after water, food, and resources for a moment, but that moment was over.
I thought back to something Herb had said. âHow much truth do you give me?â I asked.
âTruth is a tricky concept.â
âNo it isnât.â
âYes it is. Truth is subjective. Just because I think