next week. Howâs our music section coming along?â
Sheila had asked Oliver to develop one. She would section off one-fifth of the store. He would sell records, posters, T-shirts. Had he put any thought into it?
âIâve had my mind on other things.â
âThanksgiving is coming,â she said. âYouâve got to have it up and running by the day after.â
Oliver said that he couldnât put time into it now. He had other pressing demands. âAnd, you know,â he said, suddenly, âmy father needs money from the sale of the apartment. Andâ¦andâ¦and here you are, going on about a music section.â
âWhat are you talking about?â
Oliverâs face suddenly looked crushed. Tall yet stooped, with his arms held out to his wife, he said, âMy fatherâ¦he has a colossal debt from the lawsuit with Sondra. Almost a million dollars.â
âAnd he wants you to pay if off?â
âHe says heâs out of money.â
âWhat about the loft?â
âHe wonât sell it. Itâs where he works.â
âWhere he works?â
âYes!â Oliver snapped.
âWe were going to use that money to pay off the debt from the stores.â
âI know.â
âItâs what we talked about, Oliver.â
âI know we did.â
âYou promised me.â
âIâm sorry, Sheila.â
Her blue eyes stormy, she said, âSo how much?â
âHow much what?â
âHow much are you going to give him?â
âI think about aâ¦about half a million.â
âHalf a million!â
âAnd the rest weâll use to cut our debt.â
âWhat rest? There is no rest! Weâd lose the stores.â
Instead of pointing out the pleasure this would give him, Oliver said, âSheila, my parents are more important than these stores. Iâm their son. I have to do this for them. After everything theyâve given me, they deserve this. Itâs just what any person who loves his parents would do. And their other children have been so absorbed in their own lives. Doris with her new company. And then Sondra with her lawsuits. Iâm all theyâve got. And Iâm not even in New York. Well, no, no, I have to do this, Sheila. I just do.â
Sheila shook her head, the expression of devastation strong through her face. She had thought that she would finally get above financial insecurity and start breathing normally again. And now? She would have to continue with that fight? Sheila smacked the head of the racquet into the floor. âI canât believe youâre doing this to me!â
On the way home that evening, Oliver and Sheila stopped at the Ralphâs for groceries. Sheila ushered the rickety metal cart through the aisles, propelled by debt stress, cynicism, temper. Oliver reminded his wife of her heart condition. She shouldnât get so upset. It was dangerous. The doctors had said so. Besides, couldnât they discuss something else for one minute? Theyâd been talking about the money all day.
âAnd you canât eat that,â Oliver said, returning a pack of bacon to the shelf. âOr that!â
Sheila had her hand on a tube of breakfast sausage. She said, âDonât tell me what to do,â and she threw it in the cart.
Oliver snatched up the meat. âYou want to kill yourself?â Oliver, as awake as heâd been all day, said, âI canât be on you every minute. You have to take care of yourself.â
âIf my heart needs anything right now, itâs half a million dollars.â
âOh, give me a break, Sheila.â
âI lie awake every night thinking about that debt. I have no peace from it.â
Oliver felt heat spreading through his face. He said, âWeâll have to figure out another way to pay it off. Thatâs all there is to it.â
Thirty minutes later, they arrived home. Oliver said he