else but here, close to her. They are all terrified of what she could do to them, cowed by the dreaded wrath of Our Stowe.
Good. She smiles. âUntil he comes, we wait.â
Bowing until heâs backed out the door, Dr. Arcanthas leaves the technicians standing rigid at their posts. Stowe promptly forgets them to ponder her situation. After her session with Kordan in the Dreamfield, she had felt elated. Having successfully accomplished his every test, she felt sure Darius would see her. But he rebuffed her request. Then, this morning, she awoke to be told the Eldest had ordered tests. She went instantly to talk to him, hoping that if she could see him, she could make him understand. But his door was shut to her. For almost three years, sheâs had access to him whenever she desired, night or day. Now, because of one small incident of âinappropriateâ behavior, itâs as if she exists simply as an object to experiment on. Is that her punishment? How long will it go on? Itâs difficult to stifle the urge to leave her body and get some answers. But if Willum mentioned her âdreamâ to Darius, then her new ability might be suspected. One of these machines might be set up to detect that kind of astral movement and she must not play into their hands.
For the past few nights sheâs had real dreams, dreams about Roan. In these dreams, his eyes are crystals, and when she looks into them, she sees a great iron gate spanning an abyss. Its bars have eyes that slide open to stare at her. And lips that seem to say something, relay some message, but she canât quite grasp it. She wakes burning with frustration and doubt.
She shouldnât have mentioned Raven to Willum. She revealed too much. And what she did to the clerics... stupid. But Willum used an aura to protect himself... sheâs never seen that except in the Dreamfield. Stowe realizes with a start that she has no real idea of the extent of the Mastersâ powers. If her lowly tutor can do that, they all must be able to. And yet, Darius is having her wired and probedâhe must want to know whether her power is starting to surpass theirs, like Willum said.
The doctor returns, but it is Willum who follows, not Darius. His impassive face is a sure sign heâs annoyed.
Willum hesitates for a moment, his glare ensuring her silence, then addresses the doctor. âThe report, please. Turn the viewer so Our Stowe can see, and explain with precision.â
The doctor nods furiously at a technician who rushes over, pushing the screen close to Stoweâs bed. Numbers fly across the illuminated surface.
âThese represent readings of all of your systems: respiratory, circulatory, nervous, digestive, endocrine, excretory, immunological, lymphatic, muscular, skeletal, your tissues and organs.â
âAnd?â she asks.
The doctorâs mouth moves but no words come out; he canât seem to find them.
âIf you please, Dr. Arcanthas,â urges Willum.
âYouâre a perfect human specimen. Better than perfect. Every one of your systems is functioning at an extraordinary level. I understand now, from a physiological point of view, why Our Stowe is so honored. You are the best of us all.â
âThen she is fit enough to continue the next phase of her training,â says Willum. âIf you would be kind enough to disengage her, we might commence.â
Once inside the confines of the Travel Room, Stowe relaxes considerably. Darius had only wanted to ensure that her body was strong enough for what lay ahead. A practical but also fatherly concern. Could it be that heâs not so terribly mad at her after all?
Willum is about to push her, she can tell, but a part of her enjoys his challenges. Sheâs always surprised at how much she is actually able to accomplish. Still, itâs difficult not to drop her guard around him. She doesnât find him threatening, although she cannot put her finger on
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