as she struggled to release the breath imprisoned in her lungs and gasp for another. Blackness surrounded her.
Nothing mattered.
Not the questions that plagued her. Not Alexei and his strange ways. Not this man who reeked of beer and was stroking her legs boldly. None of it mattered. She was nothing. She wasâ
Fresh air struck Michelle like a blow. She choked, rolling on her side and pressing her hand to her throat. She heard a fist striking someone and a grunt of pain. She sucked in deep breaths. A door slammed somewhere. Voices shouted. She paid no attention. Breathing was enough.
âMichelle? Liebchen , are you hurt?â
Hands settled on her shoulders. She screamed. When she was pulled against an unyielding body, she fought for only the second it took her to realize Alexei held her.
âAlexei,â she whispered. âAlexei, it was horrible. He ⦠Heââ
âHush, Liebchen . He will not hurt you again.â His hand tilted her face up to his intense gaze. Only now did she realize that someone had relit the candle.
Looking across the room, she saw Rusak by the door. Rage twisted his lips, but, for once, it was not aimed at her. Compassion softened his rigid mouth as he looked at her.
âHow did that man get in here?â she asked.
Alexeiâs smile was honed with fury. âAs with everything else tonight, it was my fault. After I left you here, I went outside.â
âOutside?â
âFor personal reasons.â His eyes twinkled for a moment before they darkened with fury. âYour caller got another key somehow. He bragged to his comrade. They thought Rusak was deaf as well as mute. When he overheard their plans for one to keep me busy while you entertained the other, Rusak found me. We have settled our accounts with our innkeeper and his allies.â
She rose as far as her knees, but gripped the headboard to keep from falling. âThank you, Rusak.â
Grudgingly he nodded. He seemed grateful when Alexei asked him to bring the carriage from the rickety barn behind the Gasthaus . Picking up Michelleâs satchel and flinging her dress over his arm, Rusak hurried away.
âLetâs go,â Alexei commanded. âI have had enough of this place.â
âYou are hurt!â She touched the scarlet mark along the sharp ridge of his left cheekbone.
His smile became malevolent. Rubbing his reddened knuckles, he laughed. âNot as much as your caller. He shall be sporting at least one black eye on the morrow. If I had not been afraid of killing you, he would have met my pistol instead of my fist.â
âAlexei!â
âDo not scold me,â he said, framing her face with his hands. His eyes drilled her. âI was not there when Sophie could have used my help, and I will be damned before I let you get hurt, too.â
âIt was not your fault Maman died,â she whispered, wanting to comfort him for this raw wound.
âBe careful what assumptions you make, Liebchen .â
She inched back. âAre you saying it was your fault?â
âI am saying,â he murmured as he held her lips close to his, âthat things might have been different if I had been there.â
âYou might be dead, too.â
âOr she might be alive.â
âAlexei, you cannot fault yourself for something that is not your fault.â
âI am glad you feel that way, Liebchen , because it is not my fault that I want to kiss you so much. âTis yours.â His smile warmed as he tipped her lips beneath his.
She breathed his name in anticipation of rapture, then gasped as he turned her face and kissed her lightly on the cheek. With a laugh, he draped the blanket over her shoulders and scooped her into his arms.
âWrap the covers around your legs, Liebchen . âTis cold out.â
âI cannot go out in my nightgown!â
âIt covers you well enough.â All amusement left his face. âMichelle, we