The street lamps were casting daubs of yolky light on the cafe window before she realised it had gone seven oâclock. Mr Astill noticed her glancing at his wristwatch.
âWell, youâve turned down a cup of tea, and youâve turned down my cigarettes. Will it be third time lucky if I ask you to dinner?â
âOh, no, really ââ
âCome on, Madeleine. You look half starved.â He gave her a comical pleading look. âI mean, you wouldnât want to hurt a chapâs feelings, now . . .â
She replied, with a pained little smile, âI donât want to hurt
anyoneâs
feelings.â
âWell, then!â he cried, giving the table a triumphant smack, as if the matter were decided. âOn with that coat, and weâll put our best foot forward.â
She could think of no reason to decline. He was probably right about her looking starved â she had been skimping on meals of late, desperate to make economies. She could do with a proper feed. And the company was far from disagreeable; he was not quite as smooth as he pretended to be, which she liked. It wasnât his cigarette case or the name-dropping that impressed her, but the endearing way he had conceded her right to tell him to âbuzz offâ. Out on the street he crooked his arm in invitation, and she took it. They walked a little way up High Holborn before he stopped at a car, dark green and open-topped with a huge gleaming grille that made it look important. He was hovering about it proprietorially, and she blinked.
âIs this â
yours
?â
He laughed as he unlocked the passenger door. âWhat, you think Iâm a car thief?â Any lingering suspicion that he was just âtalkâ fell away, and she hesitated again.
âMr Astill, Iâm not sure ââ
âItâs Roddy, please. Hop in, would you? â that dinnerâs not going to eat itself!â
He drove them into Soho and parked in a side street with the air of someone who might have owned the place. They ate at an Italian restaurant where the staff all knew him, and with the veal saltimbocca they drank a heavy plum-coloured wine, very different from the sort she used to sip after her auntâs bridge evenings. Mr Astill â Roddy â did most of the talking, which she didnât mind, though by the end of the night her head was swimming (the second bottle had come and gone) and she felt a bit of a fool as she stumbled on the way out. She worried he might try to take advantage of her when they were back in the car, but he played fair, and drove her home to Camden. Before she got out of the car he asked her if she would join him for another dinner, this Saturday.
Madeleine woke the next morning with a dry mouth, a crashing headache and a memory of having agreed to meet again. She ought to have said no, she wasnât sure why, though by the time Saturday came round she found herself excited at the thought of being taken out. When he called for her he looked pleased by the effort she had made: she was wearing her one good dress, crêpe de Chine in navy with a cream trim, her other purchase (at a staff discount) from Diproseâs. It showed off her long legs, which she noticed him gazing at. This time he took her to a membersâ club in Mayfair where they dined in the company of Roddyâs friends, most of them loud, good-looking types his own age, with a few older men he called â in a sly aside to her â âhangers-onâ. She was astounded by their capacity for alcohol, the women as well as the men, and though she couldnât keep up with that she joined them willingly enough in the dancing that followed at the next club. It was all very gay and exhilarating. Roddy, rarely straying from her side, made sure none of the younger chaps hogged her company, and once again drove her home through an unpeopled ash-grey dawn. âYou can consider yourself one of the fast set