mad?â Winnie asked.
âMad!â Glenn slammed the cabinet door. âThis is more than just getting mad. I donât think you understand.â
Understand? What
did
he think anyway? Hadnât she been understanding right from the start. Wasnât she the one who wanted to be a good neighbor!
She heard somebody run down the stairs and tear through the hallway into the kitchen. It was Herbie. He looked awful. His eyes were red and swollen. He had a blue terry bathrobe wrapped around him. He was barefoot. Winnie hoped he wasnât going to throw up again. That was something she couldnât stand.
âOh â¦Â itâs
you!
â Herbie looked at her, then turned away.
âCome off it, Herbie,â Glenn said. âThereâs no point in taking it out on Winnie.â
âGood old Winnie!â Herbie slapped her on the back and made her cough. âMiss Do-Gooder Herself!â
Who did he think he was? Here she was trying to help â¦Â trying to do her best for them and this is where it got her. âDo you have to be so nasty all the time?â she asked Herbie. âWhatâd I ever do to you?â
Herbie dropped to his knees, pretending to pray. âLord â¦Â oh Lord! Thank you Lord for sending the Garber family this Great Do-Gooder, Winifred. Now that sheâs discovered us, sheâs going to save us, Lord. All by herself! And after weâre gone, Lord â¦Â then sheâll be able to tell
everyone
how sheâs had black friends. Now isnât that wonderful! I ask you Lord â¦Â isnât that just too â¦â
Winnie jumped to her feet. âSHUT UP!â she yelled.
âJust shut up.â
She smacked Herbie across the face, as hard as she could. âYOU CREEP! she screamed.
âYou rotten, lousy creep!â
Herbie grabbed her by the arm. âShut up yourself!â he hollered back.
Glenn stepped between Herbie and Winnie, forcing them apart. âCut it out â¦Â both of you!â
âYou know what I think, Herbie Garber,â Winniecried. âI think youâre as bad as Mrs. Landon. I used to think you picked on me âcause Iâm a girl. But I just found out the truth. You hate everybody whoâs white! I feel sorry for you!â She stormed out of the kitchen before the tears came. They tasted hot and salty.
Glenn caught her at the front door. âHey, take it easy Winnnie.â
âEasy? Ha! Did I start it? Did I?â
âLook, all Herbie means is he doesnât think youâd be so interested in us if we werenât black. He doesnât want to be used by somebody who thinks itâs groovy to have black friends.â
âDoesnât want to be used! Well, I donât know what thatâs supposed to mean! I just donât seem to understand anything anymore!â She was crying hard now and she didnât care who knew it.
She ran home sobbing. Whatever made her think they were so special. They were just ordinary. Thatâs all! Plain, old ordinary! And no matter how much she wanted to be friends â¦Â no matter how hard she tried â¦Â that Herbie Garber was hard to take! He was more than hard to take â¦Â he was IMPOSSIBLE.
Dear Iggie
,
How are you? I have tried my absolute best to make friends with the Garbers
(
who bought your
house
)
. I have done everything I could for them. And do you think they appreciate anything???? They do not!!! Especially one impossible one named Herbie. I just smacked him. Heâs lucky I didnât kill him. I felt like it!!! What would you think of your best friend spending the rest of her life in jail?
Winnie took a bath before dinner. Nobody told her to, but if her folks saw how upset she was theyâd want to know about it, and she wasnât going to go through that again. Not after this morningâs scene with her mother.
She didnât feel like eating dinner. But her