when he heard the cellar doors being swung open and leaned against their hinges. Supper, he thought. He had been there before and so knew that it would come after the other children and the teachers had eaten, brought by Mr. McGoun, Mr. Robineau, or the matron on a tin plate, andthat there would be smaller portions of food, not enough to fill his stomach, as part of his punishment.
The second time that he saw Maggie was through the wooden grate of the solitary room door, and every time he remembered it he pictured the shaded outline of a young woman against the twilight let into the cellar of the laundry building by an opened doorway. The shadow bent to pick up a tin plate and cup from the ground that she had set them on and walked cautiously down the cellar steps. At the bottom of the stairs she placed the cup into the crook of her other elbow and opened the door with her freed hand.
He heard steps, light on the basement stairs, then the doorknob turning. The steps into the basement were hesitant, brushing the concrete with a soft, gritty-sounding scrape. Itâs not Mr. Robineau, he thought. Not McGoun.
She walked from the dark end of the basement into half-light, a motion of cotton shirtwaist that captured yellow stripes against brown from the gaslight in the middle of the basement ceiling. Through the grate he saw her, then, in partial images that appeared, disappeared, and reappeared rapidly through squares of wooden strips. Woman, he saw, carrying a tray of food. She turned toward the door. Dark hair in a knot on the back of her neck. That Indian woman, the one heâd seen walking with the matron. Strong-looking, tall as Mr. Robineau. She was looking around, trying to peer into the corners. She sighed, hummed under her breath. She ducked nervously to look under the slate tub. She cleared her throat, swallowed. âIs someone there?â she asked. Her voice was soft, a near whisper.
âYes, Miss,â he answered from behind the grill.
Punishment. The first time he ran away was the day after he arrived at Harrod from Grand Bois. He waited until bedtime, when the boys were undressing and putting on their nightshirts. The nightbefore, he had laughed at the sight of boysâ heads above those long white dresses that looked like womenâs underwear.
âMindemooye,â he had said to the boy in the next bed. âOld woman, gonna put on your nightgown?â
âNightshirt. Itâs a shirt.â
âGawiin, itâs a dress! You look like a mindemooye!â
âMindemooye, giin!â the other boy laughed and pushed Louis in the chest. âOld lady, yourself!â
Louis balled up his nightshirt and tossed it at the other boy. âHere! Bring it home to your grandma!â
The prefect had tapped them both on the head with the doubled leather strap he carried. âNo horsing around. Talk English. Get undressed and get into bed.â
The boys slept on their backs with hands at their sides above the blankets. âWe look like a bunch of dead people laid out,â thought Louis. âI ainât staying here.â
The second night he approached the prefect while the boys were undressing. âI have to go outside,â he said.
âNobody goes outside. Get ready for bed.â
âHave to.â He walked toward the door.
The prefect grabbed him by the back of the shirt. âWhat do you think youâre doing?â
The boy from the bed next to Louisâs explained. âWhere he comes from, they mean the toilet. He donât really mean outside, he means the toilet.â
âIs he stupid? He knows the toilet is down the hall.â
âHe just means the toilet; heâs mixed up because they always say âoutsideâ when they mean they have to do their business at Grand Bois, and thatâs where he comes from.â
âDo you mean the toilet?â the prefect asked.
Louis nodded.
âWell, from now on, say so.â
Louis had