sadness and nodded. Snapped my rubber band. âSure,â I said.
Mom changed her mind three times about my outfit. Iâd been fine with the first, but she was enjoying herself so much, I couldnât stop her. Then she made me sit on the floor while she sat on the bed behind me and went to work on my hair.
We both were quiet while she worked. Mom used to do this all the time when I was little. This, like so many things, hadnât happened in a very long time.
Mom has magic hands when it comes to hair brushing. She puts me to sleep nearly every time. I couldnât believe Iâd forgotten that.
âYou know this is a date, right?â Mom said as she brushed.
âNo, itâs not.â
âPenelope, when you ask a boy out to dinner, itâs a date.â
âItâs not like that,â I insisted. âHe just . . . I donât know. Wants me to cheer up or something. So Iâll be easier to work with.â
âWell,â Mom said, âjust remember that when heâs trying to get inside your shirt or worse.â
âMom! Itâs David. Heâs not like that.â
âHoney, theyâre all like that.â
From where I was sitting, her behind me, I couldnât tell if it was a joke or not. No big deal. I knew I was right.
When I stood up twenty minutes later and went to look in the bathroom mirror, my mouth dropped open. Mom slid beside me.
âHoly shit,â I said.
Mom smirked. âI know, right?â
I was almost afraid to touch my hair. It hung straight and smooth, thick and full. I wasnât overly impressed with the color, which wasnât unusual for me, butâwow.
âThank you,â I said.
âYou bet,â Mom said. âAnytime. Does David smoke?â
Uh-oh. âNo. I donât think so.â
Mom put an arm around my shoulders, meeting my gazein our reflection. âMost people who donât, donât enjoy kissing people who do,â she said. âJust a thought.â
I met her eyes briefly in the mirror. Thought of all the little ways I believed sheâd been out to get me, just like the world was out to get me. I guess the truth is, way down deep, I knew it wasnât true. Not about Mom, anyway. Probably I just confused the hell out of her, and she didnât know what to do. How to act. I mean, I didnât. Why should she be any different?
âOkay,â I said to her.
She pulled me closer and kissed the side of my head. Then she went back to her room, leaving me to stare at my reflection.
I could leave my smokes at home, I guess. Not because David was going to kiss me, because he wasnât. But just to see if I could go the whole night. One small improvement, right?
Ten minutes later the doorbell rang. Jeffrey screamed that heâd get it, and ran full tilt to open the front door. I came walking behind him, and Mom trailing me, trying not to look like she was dying of curiosity.
David surprised me. Heâd made an effort to look nice, it seemed, wearing a button-up short-sleeved shirt and nice jeans, and heâd swept his hair back a bit. It seemed like half his pimples had disappeared since work that afternoon.
âDavid!â Jeffrey shouted. âWhatâs up, man !â
âHey, dude,â David said, raising his fist so Jeffrey could knuckle it. âHowâs it going?â
âI just beat the crap out of Fire Master,â Jeffrey announced. âWanna come see?â
âOh, man, Iâd love to, but we kinda need to get going,â David said. âBut maybe some other time we can team up and take on Time Master together. Iâve never beaten him.â
âThat would be awesome!â Jeffrey said.
âHey,â I said after Jeffrey ran back to his game.
âHey,â David said, smiling. Then his smile weakened. âYouâre looking at me funny.â
âOh. Sorry. No. I mean, I didnât mean to . . .