do?â
âNo, what?â
âI read my horoscope. Know what my horoscope said this morning?â
âNo, butââ She suppressed a giggle. âMy stars! Iâm going to!â
âIt saidâand I will ignore the flippancyâtoday you meet your destiny.â
âIt didnât!â
He grinned. âNo, it didnât. Actually it said âGood phase for exchanging information and pooling ideas with a comparatively new friend.â Well, new friend, to begin. Iâm thirty-one, in unsettled employment, and I dislike wearing odd socks. Thatâs enough information to be going on with. My idea, at the moment, is to know you much better. Now itâs your turn.â
âMy turn?â
âDear Dimwit, your turn to exchange information and pool ideas. I never let my horoscope down.â
âNow youâre being flippant,â she accused. âAre you a disbeliever?â
âM-m.â His expression was dead-pan. âLetâs put it this way. I never walk under a ladder, or on a crack, if I can help it. And I never, but never whistle in a dressing room. Now, about lunch. Whatâs it to be. A sit down in a restaurant, or pot luck with travellerâs samples?â
âPot luck, please,â she answered promptly. âAre you a traveller?â
âFor my sins, yes,â he said, his voice unfolding in a bored drawl.
âTemporarily. Until I discover the crock of gold.â
âOh that,â she pooh-poohed. âEverybodyâs searching. Nobody finds.â
âI almost did once.ââNow the drawl conveyed a world of regret. âI really thought Iâd hit it good.â
âYou know,â she teased. âThe streets arenât paved with gold. Thatâs only a fallacy. Theyâre paved with lost chance.â
He weighed her words, made nothing of them that pleased him, and for reply thrust out his lower lip like a thwarted child. She deduced he bitterly regretted his lost chance, and, on that subject at least, had put up a closed sign. What she had thought was pie in sky, was ambition, and he wasnât prepared to expose it to humorous banter. She pressed hurriedly for a change of subject, one less hazardous, and happily the mood of zany amiability was restored.
On the way to the car they stopped to shop for items not to be found in his samples. Bread rolls and butter, and a bag of crisp, sugar-glazed Eccles cakes.
Approaching the car park, Karen didnât have to grit her teeth. At first she was staggered, then relieved. Ian had done this for her. By bundling her straight back behind the wheel of a car, he had given her back her nerve. You have to relive an ordeal in order to conquer it. She just hoped there was one ordeal she wouldnât have to relive, even if she never conquered it.
Mitch was glancing across at herâdoubtless remembering things tooâtrying to assess her reaction. She wanted to put out her hand and say, âItâs all rightâ. But it was enough to be all right. Anyway, she was so choked with relief, she doubted she had a voice.
âInto the yellow peril, with you,â he instructed. âLetâs hope we donât meet an exile from Europe. Donât worry,â he added. And in the mysterious manner of auto-suggestion, she immediately did begin to worry. âWe shanât meet up with anybody driving on the wrong side of the road. Lightning never strikes twice.â
He meant to be kind, but he couldnât have said anything more shattering. It was as if every syllable was spiked with a point of steel. She closed her eyes, and in memory heard the growl of thunder; yet it wasnât the thunder she feared, but its dread companion. Thunder might have the loudest voice, but itâs lightning that has the power to sear and pain.
âLook, sweetie,â he said, abounding with grave consideration. âYou donât have to get in the car.