that,â Christy said, grinning at the image. âAnd did you have a happy childhood?â
âThe happiest imaginable.â Her voice trailed off. âI would like a little of that for these children. They have such hard lives.â
âIâm afraid the hardness is all Iâve seen so far.â
Miss Alice nodded with understanding. âAt first I couldnât see anything but the dirt and the poverty either. But as I got to know the people better, flashes of something else began to come through. Itâs like looking through a peephole into the past. The old ballads, the words from another century. Youâll see. These are tough people, proud and self-reliant, with an intense love of freedom. Theyâve got iron wills that could bring major achievements.â She sighed. âOf course, now their wills are used mainly to keep feuds alive.â
Christy shifted uneasily, remembering the warnings of the train conductor and Mrs. Tatum. âYou mean real shooting feuds?â
âReal shooting and killing feuds.â For the first time, Miss Aliceâs face was grim.
âWhat do you and Mr. Grantland do about it?â
âWell, the first thing I did was buy a gun and learn to shoot.â
Christyâs mouth dropped open in surprise. âYou did! But I thought the Quakersââ
âBelieve in non-violence. Youâre right. Iâve had my dear ancestors spinning in their graves ever since. Now that Iâve seen violence close up, I believe in non-violence more than ever. But I had to meet these men on their own ground. So now Iâm a better shot than a lot of them, and they all know it and respect it. I tell them, âI like your fierce pride and your loyalty to your family. Thatâs why I long to keep you from doing anything that will shame your sons and your sonsâ sons.ââ
The room was very quiet, as Christy considered the Quaker ladyâs words. I can learn much from this woman , Christy thought, if only she will teach me.
When at last Christy rose to go, Miss Alice held out her hand. âChristy Huddleston,â she said, âI think you will do.â
The warmth of her voice brought unexpected tears to Christyâs eyes. She hoped Miss Alice was right.
That night, Christy sat in her bed, her diary propped on her knees. During dinner, sheâd discussed lesson plans with Mr. Grantland and Miss Alice. Theyâd seemed a little amused at her ambitious ideas.
âDonât bite off more than you can chew,â Mr. Grantland had warned. âWeâre talking about a lot of students, a lot of ages. Youâll be lucky to get them all to sit still for an hour.â
Christy chewed on the top of her pen, considering. At the top of a fresh page, she wrote:
Goals for School Year:
(1) Establish basic reading and
arithmetic skills
(2) Penmanship exercises
(3) Calculus?
(4) French lessons?
(5) Latin?
(6) Music lessons?
(7) Hygiene and etiquette?
She scanned her list. Well, maybe etiquette was too much. It didnât much matter if you knew which fork to use if you didnât own any forks. Still, she had to set standards, didnât she? She had to aim high.
And what was the goal that Miss Alice had mentioned? To show folks a God who wants to give them joy .
Now, that was a tall order. How could she, Christy, begin to show these poor people what joy meant?
She thought about the question Miss Alice had asked her today. Again she began to write:
Miss Alice asked me why Iâve come here to Cutter Gap. Itâs a good question. It made me think back to my life in Asheville, full of parties and pretty things. Of course, there was nothing wrong with that lifeâin fact, now I see how very blessed I have been. But I canât help wondering what it all meant. Where was it leading?
There must be more to life than that. Or is thereâfor a woman?
What was I born for, after all? I have to know. If