described⦠It was possible. She wanted to get married. Swore up and down the baby was mine. Only, I knew it wasnât. Hell, I suspected.â He let out a heavy sigh, ducked and scooped up a handful of sand. Let the grains sift through his fingers. âMaybe I just wished.â
Eyes to the darkening waters of Lake Michigan, he straightened. âWhatever the case, I wouldnât marry her. Not until I had a blood test to confirm her claim. She kept pushing. Didnât want her child born a bastard. Didnât want the risk of a prebirth DNA sample.â He shook his head, his jaw set off to one side.
Payton waited, her heart in her throat. Her mind blanked beyond anything but the words coming painfully from Nateâs mouth.
âIn the end, she was born healthy. Not mine. Not that Iâd had much doubt at that point.â
âNate, Iâm so sorry. That must have been terrible to wait through.â
He cast her a quick smile. âYeah, well. Itâs been a tough six months. And honestly, the last thing I need is to have the press getting things stirred up again.â
She could only imagine what it had been like for him. Of course he didnât want the gory details rehashed for public consumption.
But what she couldnât understand was how a woman whoâd actually dated Nate would ever think sheâd get away with a ploy like that. âWhat happened to them?â
âThey live in a small town outside of Stuttgart. Theyâre both doing well.â
âYou keep track of them?â
âAnnegret needed help.â His tone didnât convey pity, pain or any other depth of feeling. It was matter-of-fact as he stared out over the turbulent waters. âI donât like what happened. Honestly, I donât like her. But she didnât know how to take care of herself. Her father cut her off. The babyâs father was married. And Iâd been a part of the picture recently enoughâ¦â He let out a heavy sigh. âShe was desperate and thought sheâd found a solution through me.â
Perhaps not so ruthless after allâ¦and maybe that was what he didnât want broadcast around the globe.
âI found her a small house. I cover her bills. But the arrangement is she canât talk. If she tries to profit from this in any way, the funding is off. So thereâs a reason I donât want the press getting a hold of her.â
She could see that quite clearly. Heâd financed the woman who tried to trap him into marriage with a false paternity claim. It was a risky precedent to set. So why had he done it?
Slanting a glance his way, she asked, âDid you love her?â
Nateâs head snapped around, the strangest expression of shock on his face. âNo. No, I didnât.â
âBut you set her up?â
He waved her off. âShe was without resources.â
âSo are a lot of women. Do you have a charitable foundation in place to help them all?â Though, now that she thought about it, heâd tried to do the very same thing with her that afternoon. Was it some kind of white-knight syndrome or was Nate simply the kind of man who couldnât sit idly by when he was capable of making a difference?
âThere was a part of me that wouldnât let myself hate her. I knew on some level it was possible the child was mine. And ifit turned out to be true, that baby couldnât be born to a father who loathed her. Do you see what Iâm saying?â
Payton didnât trust herself to speak. Didnât trust herself to touch him for fear she wouldnât be able to stop. Heâd developed an attachment to a child he hadnât believed was his. Forced himself to careâmaybe even to loveâon the chance it was.
Pushing beyond her own heartbreak, she reached for his hand. âWhen you found out?â
His head tilted back, eyes fixing on the sky. âI care about Bella. But I canât drop in