that he was some old grandad. I didnât understand some of the garbage he spoke, not garbage but all that intellectual talk about books and the like. I couldnât be bothered with it all. He must have thought I was interested, or he was trying to impress me. Young people do that. I did the same when I was young. Trying to impress boyfriendsâ parents, or brothers and sisters. I was impressed at first but then it grated on me.
No, thereâs no way Iâd have said anything to Rosie. Sure at that time she thought I was the beesneez, I didnât want to spoil that. I suppose you could say that I was being a bit selfish, but I fought bloody hard to get Rosie on my side and, when I had her, there was no way I was going to let anything, or anyone, come between us.
Yes, I stayed quiet. For my own sanity as much as anything else. Look, I couldnât exactly go up to her and say that I donât fully trust your boyfriend. Tell me a mother who does. Sheâd have only told me to bugger off and mind my own business. I would have done the very same if it was my own mother. I knew where she would have been coming from.
How did I react? Jesus, how would you have expected me to react? When I found out the first thing I thought of was our Rosie and how she was feeling, that was my first thought, protecting my daughter. After I knew she was okay my mind switched to Clem. When I first heard of it all, I just knew he would have been right in the middle of it, I knew it, and I was rightâ¦I was right.
Looking back itâs easy to see that he was lonely. A wee lonely boy. I feel for his parents, coming up here to make a new life and having to deal with what theyâre having to deal with now. Poor people. Weâre all dealing with it really, I suppose. One moment of madness and suddenly thereâs a succession of victims, whoâll be dealing with it for a lifetime.
A mother knows her daughter, and I know our Rosie would never have allowed herself to get caught up in something like that. No way. So Iâm pretty confident the whole thing will get resolved as everything comes out in the open. Iâm not too worried because theyâll find the truth sooner or later. You canât keep anything a secret around here. The thing is Iâm sick for our Rosie having to stay in that place and answer question after question, day after day. Even Iâve had to answer a load of questions, but that poor lassie has been repeating herself over and over again until sheâs blue in the face.
And where are his parents in all this? Thatâs what I want to know. No matter what happens, when they realise that our Rosie has had nothing to do with it, do you think the people connected to the others will forget about all this? No chance. And theyâre a bad bad lot, Iâll tell you that. We will have no other option other than to move. Iâve already been on to the council about locating us to the other side of the city, or even to another city. I canât be doing with all the looks and gossiping. To be honest Iâll be glad to get out of here. A new start for the both of us, thatâs whatâs needed.
Maybe weâll even go to England. Somewhere by the sea. That would be nice.
Rosie Farrellâs Period
I was standing in the cubicle, the last one as you come in the door, itâs nearer the window and itâs the cleanest, by a mile, and Iâm changing my tampon when I hear this faint sound of âRosie.â I said nothing. Then another whisper/shout of âRosie.â It was Clem. I froze. Then one more âRosie.â I mean can a girl not even change her bloody tampon in peace? This was too much. Next thing I know he was inside the toilets. The girlsâ toilets. Inside. The flippin girlsâ toilets. So I totally iced up. Statuesque. Like that game we played as weans. I could hear him checking the doors. I sat on the seat and put my feet up to the door, careful