height of my shoulder is agony for me, and the wasted muscles in my upper arm tremble from the effort.
Luckily, after a couple of seconds Dad notices my struggle. His head whips around and he looks at me with concern. âWhat is it, Adam?â
My hand is shaking, but I manage to point it at the machine. âThe intelligence in the robot? Would it be a perfect copy of the personâs intelligence? No difference at all?â
Dad nods. âThatâs right.â
âBut if my intelligence is in the robot and also in my brain, which one would be the real me? Would I be in two places at once?â
He takes a deep breath before answering. âGood question. If we copied all your memories into the circuitry, the machine would think of itself as Adam Armstrong, wouldnât it? And it would have just as much right to that identity as you have.â He shakes his head. âBut in the real world, fortunately or not, we donât face this problem. We wonât have two identical intelligences existing at the same time.â
âBut you just said the intelligence in the robot would be a perfect copy.â
Dad frowns. All his enthusiasm has vanished. His face is slack and pale now. âIâm sorry, Adam. I shouldâve mentioned this earlier. The X-ray pulses from the brain scanner are more energetic than typical X-rays. Theyâll destroy the brain tissue. We canât copy your mind without killing your body.â
The auditorium goes silent. Then everyone in the room starts shouting.
I sort of blank out for the next half minute. Iâm vaguely aware that lots of things are going onâthe rich girlâs father is yelling at Hawke, the deformed boyâs mother is cursing like a sailorâbut the commotion seems distant and unreal. All my attention is focused on my right hand, which now rests on my thigh. I grasp the meager flesh there, the stiff band of dead muscle, and squeeze it as hard as I can. Though itâs broken and dying, this is my body. How could I exist without it?
I remain in this trance until General Hawke takes the microphone and booms, â Quiet! Please ! â Heâs not used to dealing with civilians, and the strain shows on his face. âNo oneâs forcing you into this. You have a choice.â
âThis isnât a medical treatment!â The rich girlâs dad jumps out of his seat. âThis is murder!â
âIâm very sorry we canât do more for your children. All we can give you is the chance to preserve a part of them before they die. Maybe the most important part. And in the process, theyâd be doing their country a great service.â
âItâs sick! You want to harvest their minds!â
Hawke doesnât argue with him. âBecause we realize what a difficult decision this is, weâre going to let you go home to think it over. Itâs a security risk, but as long as all of you keep your mouths shut, we wonât have a problem. We canât give you a lot of time, though. The threat posed by Sigma is growing every day.â He narrows his eyes. His face is like stone. âYouâll have to decide within the next forty-eight hours.â
CHAPTER
7
I wake up to a Kanye West song blaring from my Star Wars clock radio. Iâm a big fan of Kanye. I love the fact that his songs annoy my parents. And itâs funny to hear his X-rated raps coming from a radio shaped like Darth Vaderâs helmet.
Iâm back home in my bedroom. Although the clock radio says itâs 1:00 p.m., it still feels like morning to me. The return flight in the Air Force Learjet took longer than expected, and we didnât land in New York until way past midnight. After we got home at 3:00 a.m., I slept for ten hours straight, but Iâm still not ready to wake up. So instead of calling for Dad and starting my day and thinking about the big decision I need to make, I just lie in bed and look around my room,
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