me. I glance back at Mr. Marsden, whoâs just put in a pair ofearbuds and is rocking out to his easy-listening jams. Way to supervise, dude. I could be plotting a bank heist and youâd have no clue.
âIs that all homework?â Joe asks, incredulous. I glance at the stack of books and papers Iâve piled on my desk and shrug.
âSome of it. Some of itâs just extra stuff for the newspaper.â
He shakes his head. âI can barely keep up with my classes and here you are taking on
extra
work. If you need some more, you can always have mine.â
âThanks, but no thanks,â I say, shaking my head. âIâm already almost drowning in loose-leaf paper and textbooks.â
We lapse into silence and I start working on my trig homework. Or pretending to work on my trig homework, that is. I canât think when my heart is beating this hardâitâs like attempting to do math during an earthquake. When the whole world is shifting around you, youâre lucky if you remember your own name, let alone how to work out complex equations.
âAre you taking trig too?â I finally ask Joe. He makes a face.
âPrecalc. For the second time. I suck at math.â
âMath isnât so bad,â I counter. âI mean, itâs exactânot like English or music or something artistic. I hate when there arenât right answers.â
âWell, Iâm terrible at it, exact answers or not.â
I cock my head and look at him. His mouth lifts up into a half smile.
âWhat?â he asks. âYouâre looking at me like you want something.â
God, how am I supposed to respond to
that
?
Instead, I scoot my chair out and walk toward Mr. Marsden. He yanks out an earbud and glares at me.
âMiss Spencer?â
âI was hoping youâd let me help Joe out with his math homework. Iâm really good at precalculus.â
Mr. Marsden leans back in his chair and narrows his eyes. Then he shrugs.
âAs long as you are working, I suppose itâs okay.â
I beam at him. âThanks.â
I start back toward my desk and look at Joe, whoâs gaping at me.
âHow did you know I have precalc homework?â he asks, sounding amazed. âAre you psychic or something?â
I laugh. âNo, but Iâve taken the class. Ms. Owens is brutal, and she gave us homework every day of the weekâeven over weekends.â
âSounds about right.â Joe nods. He reaches behind his chair and unzips his backpack, then pulls out his math book and a spiral.
It occurs to me that I didnât even ask him if he
wanted
helpâmaybe Iâd offended him or something.
âSorry, I probably should have asked you if you even wanted help.â
âAre you kidding? Hell yeah, you can help me outâIâve got to keep my GPA up for motocross. Otherwise I canât compete.â
âWell, okay then,â I say, pulling my graphing calculator out of my bag. Then Joe scoots his desk closer to mine, effectively blocking me in with his body.
âThanks for this,â he says quietly. I meet his gaze and itâs as soft as his voice. âItâs kind of embarrassing to be this bad at something. Especially when youâre repeating the class.â
I swallow hard and force myself to shake my head.
âItâs no big deal.â
Before I realize whatâs happening, Joe reaches out and tweaks one of the curls close to my face. When I look at him again, he grins.
âItâs a big deal to me.â
Just call me Matchmaker Marijke.
Okay, donât call me that.
But stillâI am
so
good at this already. Getting Lily stuck in detention was easy. The assistant principals are always prowling the halls after the bell. Getting Joe there, though, was harder. I pulled a
Steel Magnolias
and pretended Iâd lost a contact on the floor and, chivalrous guy that he is, heâd done his best to help me find it.
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