and now heâs hooked. Up till now heâs always held something back, always tried to protect himself emotionally. With Liberty he just couldnât, so heâs giving it his all.â
âHeâll be crushed if she doesnât pull herself together.â
âI know,â Jackie said softly.
I flashed on Tyler and the opposite point of view. âJackie, what do you say to someone who says most of these animals arenât worth saving? Like all these baby squirrels, the little skunks, the baby birds?â
âA life is a life,â Jackie said without hesitation. âThatâs what I say. A life is a life. Itâs not ours to decide which are worth saving and which arenât.â
âI understand,â I said. âThank you for that, Jackie, and thank you for everything. My parents would kiss your feet.â
She waved me away. âThey might have pigeon droppings on them or worse.â
On my way back to bed I checked in on Cody. He wasnât jabbering with dogs or with the wildlife this time, he was chewing on his blankie, and with a vengeance.
No doubt he was having a nightmare. Only the day before heâd shown me a photograph in his Book of Disasters of a softball-sized meteorite that had crashed through the roof of a house and then through the floor at the foot of a kidâs bed. What disaster was he tilting with now?
11
THE DAY OF THE HAWK
I finally got to sleep, only to end up fighting a nightmare myself, an old one that was back like a disease. I was in an airplane that had been hijacked by terrorists who were flying us right at a skyscraper. A moment before the impact I saw people jump up from their desks. They were looking at us and we were looking at them. Somehow Cody and I survived the collision and found ourselves inside the building. In the dark and the smoke and amid the screams, we started racing down the stairs. After what seemed like foreverâeverybody kept falling on one anotherâwe had only reached the forty-sixth floor, and time was running out. The whole building was about to come down.
Finally I got so scared, I blinked myself awake. And there was Cody, standing by my bed. âSomethingâs different,â he said. âItâs all cloudy. Itâs starting to rain.â
By now I was awake enough to see he was clutching his blankie. There was a hurt look on his face. âWhat is it?â I said.
âUncle Neal got hurt.â
I sat up. âHow, Cody? What happened? How bad is he hurt?â
âIt was in a dream, Shan.â
âOh, thank goodness. Donât scare me like that! Come, sit on the bed and tell me about it.â
He sat on the bedside, sort of hiding his blankie with his leg. It used to picture Mickey Mouse from The Sorcererâs Apprentice, with the wand and the wizardâs hat, but these days you had to fill in quite a bit with your imagination. Cody had been on the verge of retiring his blankie when September 11 happened. âGo ahead, Cody,â I told him. âItâs good to talk about your bad dreams.â
Even though I havenât been talking about my own, I thought.
âOkay, Uncle Neal was on a steep roof trying to kill a cat with a hockey stick.â
âCody, Uncle Neal does not kill cats.â
âI know, but he doesnât like how they kill so many birds, and Tyler killed a dog with a stick. It all got mixed together.â
âI can see that, but how did you know what Tyler did?â
âRobbie told me. The bad part of my dream was, Uncle Neal slipped when he was trying to kill the cat and fell off the roof. He got hurt really bad. He had to go to the hospital.â
I gave him a hug. âThis is not a big deal, Cody. Strange things happen in dreams. I ought to know, I have my share of weird ones.â
âBad ones, scary ones?â
âLast night I had one about the World Trade Centerâthe airplanes and the towers. Iâve had