bones,â Molly would say. âYou?â
âSame.â
Natasha smiled, remembering. She could call Molly now, if she wanted. She could say, âHey, dollface. Areyour bones falling off your body?â Wait. Not bones, muscles. âAre your muscles falling off your bones?â
Then she could ask Molly for her advice. She could kill two birds with one stone. (Another dreadful expression, if you thought about it. Why kill the birds at all?) But she could ask Molly how to proceed with Benton, and that would prove to Molly that she didnât have intimacy issues. That she did open up to her.
She owed Molly a call, regardless. Molly was going out of town next week for a family thing, which meant she would miss the Spring Festival. But Molly was okay with it because her parents were taking her to some big outlet mall to shop for a dress, because the family thing was something she had to be fancy for.
Her cousinâs bar mitzvah. Thatâs what it was. Molly had been talking about it all week, and today at lunch, sheâd said, âOmigosh, and I havenât even described my aunt and uncleâs house to you. What is wrong with me?â
Then the bell had rung, and Molly had groaned. âRemind me to tell you about my aunt and uncleâs house. Itâs seriously a mansion. Okay?â
Hmm , Natasha thought, shifting again on her bed. She was fine with hearing about Mollyâs aunt and uncleâs house, but maybe not right now.
She could get out her journal, she supposed. Writing things down might make them clearer.
Or she could do push-ups, which her gym teacher said were an excellent all-body workout.
She sighed and shifted positions, stretching her legs out long and pointing her toes. She pulled her pillow into a better position beneath her head and continued to stare at the ceiling.
CHAPTER ELEVEN
S aturday night was game night at the Blok house. Aunt Elena was the one whoâd started the tradition, and she was the one who came up with the games. Aunt Elena told Natasha and Darya it was for Ava, because Ava was the youngest, and Ava liked playing games. But Natasha knew that Aunt Elena liked playing games, too.
In the past, theyâd played Rat-a-Tat Cat or Trouble or Monopoly, but Monopoly had been taken out of rotation because it took so long, and because Darya got overly competitive when it came to getting Boardwalk and Park Place.
Aunt Elena came up with nongame games, too. Games that were actually activities devised to make everyone laugh. Last month, Aunt Elena instructed everyone to stick their elbows out in front of them (one elbow per person) while lifting their hands to their shoulders (one hand per person, the hand that âbelongedâ with the lifted elbow).
Then Aunt Elena went around and balanced a quarter on each personâs upraised elbow. The goal, she said, was for everyone to cup their hands and then whip them down, fast enough to catch the falling quarter.
Aunt Veraâs quarter kept plonking to the floor. âMy elbows are too pointy!â sheâd complained.
Darya had mastered the trick quickly. Sheâd place a quarter on her elbow, swish her hand down in a graceful arc, then flip her hand over and open it. âDid it!â sheâd cry, revealing the captured quarter.
Ava, Aunt Elena, and Natasha were good at it as well. Along with Darya, theyâd started adding quarters to make the challenge harder. Two quarters. Three quarters. Four quarters balanced neatly on top of their elbows, then caught just as neatly when they whipped down their hands. Or clattering noisily to the floor. It went both ways.
Papa would have been good at it, Natasha suspected,because he was good with his hands. But although heâd stuck around and watched for ten or so minutes, he hadnât participated.
âJust once, Papa,â Ava had pleaded. âJust try once. Come on.â
âIâm too old for games,â heâd said.