Thatâs what her mother would say, if she told her. Not that she planned to share this particular nugget of information with anyone.
Unlike A. A., Ashley didnât want to be friends with a boy. She wanted a boyfriendâthe kind who adoredher and brought flowers and held her hand and kissed her. Tri was good-looking and adoring and sweet, but without the kiss he wasnât a real boyfriend. What was wrong with him? Surely there couldnât be something wrong with her ?
âAshley!â She heard A. A.âs voice and snapped to earth to see A. A., Lili, and Lauren all trooping up the stairs toward her, that idiot Jasper and several cameramen following.
She knew her friends probably felt guilty and were coming over to make nice. Ashley had to think quickly. How was she going to behave? Frosty and furious? Sad and left out? So in love with Tri she didnât even notice their little performance?
She glanced at the camera and knew what she had to do.
âHey, pretties!â she called gaily. âYou guys rocked!â
âYouâre not mad?â Lili asked, squeezing in next to her and leaning in for the air-kiss. Lauren plumped down at Liliâs side, and A. A. quickly sidled in as well without meeting Ashleyâs eyes. At least one of them had the decency to look ashamed!
âWhat are you talking about? Iâm so proud of all of you!â Ashley gushed.
Lili didnât even try to disguise her confusion, and Ashley was glad.
âHey, A. A.â Tri was leaning over Ashley to say hello. âWe sucked today, huh?â
A. A. shrugged. âYou guys got unlucky with a few of those calls.â
âYeah, well, our regular goalie has a sprained ankle. Hunter Mason. He just transferred here from Bellingham, and heâs amazing. If he was playing, we wouldâve won for sure.â Tri grinned.
âI guess.â A. A. said a bit dismissively. Ashley glanced at her friend. A. A. couldnât still be annoyed that Tri liked Ashley more than her . . . what a crybaby! A. A. had had a million chances to hook up with Tri beforeâthe two of them used to be irritatingly inseparable. It wasnât Ashleyâs fault if Tri preferred a more sophisticated girl.
âYouâre sure youâre not mad?â Lili asked for what seemed like the hundredth time. It was almost as if Lili wanted a fight for the cameras. But Ashley wasnât about to give her one.
âWhy would I be?â Ashley asked, as if it were the most ridiculous thing in the world.
âYou know,â Lili continued, smoothing down her blue and gold skirt. She was the only one of the threegirls who hadnât changed after the routine. âIf weâd had any idea youâd be here today, we would have insisted you take part in our little number. But youâre impossible to track down. I guess you and Tri are just glued at the hip.â
So this was the way they were going to play it. Ashley took a deep breath and considered for one brief, crazy moment the idea of letting Lili have it. There were so many things she could say right now about friendship and betrayal and lies and backstabbing . . . but no. The cameras. The votes. No one voted for a whiner. She had to let it go. Now was not the time to bitch-slap these ungrateful wenches who had forgotten that the Ashleys without Ashley was just a clique without a clue.
âI just have other things on my mind these days,â she said with a sigh, taking Triâs hand. Tri seemed kind of startled, but he flashed her a smile before focusing on the game again. âWe have been spending a lot of time together.â
She raised her eyebrows at Lili and gave a coy smile.
âI might,â she said, lowering her voice to a whisper, âneed to borrow some ChapStick.â She winked at the camera. Hey, kissing your boyfriend didnât count as slutty.
âYou bad girl,â Lili murmured, giggling.
A. A.