you donât want it to be. I donât expect you to wear it, if youâre not sure. Arlene, you mean so much to me that when you offered what I couldnât accept, I had to respond in my own way. I had to let you know how I feel.â
Reaching out to take his hand was the easiest thing in the world, until I felt the slight tremor in his palm. It took all my courage to gaze into his eyes and say, âI canât tell you now. You must understand.â
âOf course I do.â
âThank you,â I said and kissed him on the cheek. His smile was a more beautiful sight than any golden ring could ever be. âIâd like to have this,â I continued. âIs that right, I mean, before I . . .â
He was too much of a gentleman to let me finish. âIâd be honored if you keep it, Arlene, whatever you decide. We need to get used to making our own rules in our brave new world.â
This was unexpected talk from my big, fine Mormon. âDoes your God approve of that kind of thinking?â I asked him.
He took my challenge in stride. âIf those of my faith are right, Arlene, heâs everybodyâs God, isnât he?â Then he returned my chaste kiss and left me to my own devices.
The next morning, at the briefing for everyone with a Level 5 clearance or higher, I proudly wore the thin band of gold on the chain with my dog tags. Fly noticed it right away. Iâll bet he was as glad as I was to be back in uniform.
Admiral Kimmel wore the face any CO puts on when the situation is grave. So did the highest-ranking officer the Marine Corps had in Hawaii, Colonel Dan Hooker. When these men were officiating together, the situation was plenty serious.
âWe are investigating the possibility of sabotage,â said the admiral. âFortunately, quick thinking on the part of men and women who werenât asleep at the switch kept our losses low and neutralized the zombie threat. The navy is grateful for the help we received from marine personnel.â
The two officers shook hands. The way these men regarded each other, they put more into that handshake than plenty of salutes Iâve seen in my day. It was nice having officers who paid attention to details. The same could be said of the man Admiral Kimmel introduced next.
Professor Warren Williams was in charge of all thescientific work being done in Hawaii. It was difficult to pinpoint his area of greatest expertise. He had degrees in physics, astronomy, biology, computer science, and folklore. His motto was taken from the science fiction writer, Robert A. Heinlein: âSpecialization is for insects.â
He had a sense of humor, too, which he now demonstrated. âIn his copious spare time, the admiral explains military terminology to me. I thought âmission creepâ is what we had yesterday when those creeps got loose in Ackermanâs lab.â He earned only a few nervous chuckles for that quip. The memory of the dead was still too fresh.
He changed the subject: âIn normal times my position would be held only by someone with a certain degree of military training. A year ago I would have described myself as a militant civilian.â This won him a few more chuckles. âNot since World War II have so many ill-prepared eggheads been thrown into the military omelet. But when thereâs no choice, thereâs no choice. I may have taken my first step toward this job when I first learned about the top secret of the Martian moons. I was suspicious of the Gates the moment I realized that anything might come through them.â
He looked a little like Robert Oppenheimer. I could imagine him working on the A-bomb. âThe admiral and I agree on how you can tell when you are in perilous times. Thatâs when people go out of their way to listen to the advice of engineers.â Only one person laughed at this. Me.
He covered other material about the operations of the base, but his eyes