vestige of light before it gave over to the first stars and a nearly full moon, Cal let out a sigh of satisfaction and popped a grape into his mouth.
âWhy didnât your life have continuity?â she asked to start conversation up again, referring to what heâd said earlier.
He shrugged a single broad shoulder, angled her way and sat up Indian fashion to face her. âMy daddy couldnât grow roots no matter how hard he tried,â he said simply before sampling some of the cheese slices on the dish.
âWhat did he do for a living?â
âYou name it, he did it. Trained horses, black-smithed, rodeoed, was a ranch hand, crop picker, crop duster, barn raiser, and a plain, all-round cowboy. Just never in one place for too long.â
âHow come?â
âHe said he had a restless spirit. Myself, I think it was a way to try outrunninâ responsibilities, but what do I know?â
âDid he outrun his responsibilities?â
âNot for the most part. No way he could dragginâ seven kids along with him.â
âSeven kids? You have six brothers and sisters?â
âFive brothers and one sister.â
âWow. I thought four kids was a big family.â
âYours?â
âMmm. Thereâs me, Emily, Bree and our brother, Lucas.â
âParents still livinâ?â
âSouth of Denver. They got tired of small-town life. My dad is semiretired, doing some consulting work there and they travel a lot. What about your folks?â
âMy mother died givinâ birth to baby number sevenâKate. My dad passed on about three years agoâhe was kicked in the head by a mule.â
âIâm sorry.â
âMe, too. He was a good olâ boy, thatâs for sure. Wanderinâ ways and all.â
âSo you didnât have a home base growing up?â
âNo home base. No home. We lived in an old silver-bullet Airstream trailer we pulled behind the truck. Except when a job came with livinâ quarters or on rare occasions when weâd stay in a motel or a huntinâ camp or something like that. And we did a lot of campinâ out.â
âDid you go to school?â
âSure. More of âem than I could count. Most years we didnât finish in the same one weâd started in. One year we changed schools five different times.â
âThat must have been awful.â
He grinned at her. âDonât go feelinâ sorry for me, Abby Abby Stanton. Iâm not complaininâ, just answerinâ your questions. With seven kids there was always a bunch of us in a particular school for company. And there wasnât a time when any one of us went without someone to play with or hang out with. Plus we did a lot of readinââthe old man was big on books. We did just fine. Every single one of us even went to college.â
âAnd sunsets and sunrises give you a sense of continuity.â
âNo matter where we were, it was the same sun cominâ up and goinâ down. I liked the thought of that. It helped make it so it didnât matter that sometimes I wasnât sure where we were.â
âDidnât you get tired of traveling?â
âNot till just lately.â
âSo you even lived that kind of life after you were on your own?â
âYep. We all have, actually, shootinâ off in every direction you can think of.â
âAnd what have you done for a living?â
âA lot of what my daddy didâcowboyinâ in one form or another wherever the wind blew me.â
âUntil now.â
âUntil now.â
âWhat made you decide to change?â
âOh, I was gettinâ weary of it, thinkinâ more and more about settlinâ down. Then a year or so ago my sister and brothers and I were all in the same place, catchinâ up with each other. There happened to be a big lottery Iâd heard about at the timeâcalled the