bitterly. âThey donât care about her . Just what she found out.â
âDo you think sheâs . . .â Lanadel couldnât bring herself to say it.
âProbably. Wouldnât be the first friend Iâve lost here.â Melindra smiled, but it didnât reach her eyes. âItâs easier with the ones like Holly and Larkin. I donât miss them as much. But as for where they want to send you, I donât know.â
âDo you think they meant the Wizard?â
Melindra shook her head. âNo way. Not if they were talking about centuries of power. Iâve heard that time moves differently in the Other Place, where the Wizard is from, but he wasnât in Oz for that long. I donât know who they mean, but I donât like it.â
âNox seemed like he really cares about you,â Lanadel said. âOr at least . . .â She didnât know what to say. Nox and Melindraâs relationship was so complicated. She wished there was something she could do to help her friend. But she couldnât make Nox into a different person. The real Nox, the one that Melindra saw when it was just the two of them. She couldnât even be herself around Melindra. She didnât know how. She felt sometimes as though she was just wearing a dozen different masks, depending on the time of day. That must have been what Gert meant about her making a good spy. But spy for what?
âIf heâs trying to make decisions for me behind my back, thatâs not caring,â Melindra said, her voice hard.
âIt didnât seem like that. It seemed like he was trying toâto protect you,â Lanadel said.
âThatâs even worse.â Suddenly Melindra looked away. âCan youâdo you mind leaving me alone for a while?â
Lanadel stared. Was Melindra crying ?
âI donât know what to tell you about what you heard,â Melindra said, her voice muffled. âI just need to think right now. Can we talk in the morning? Please?â
âOf course,â Lanadel said quickly, jumping to her feet. She wanted to reach out to Melindra. To comfort her. But she had no idea how. She backed silently out of Melindraâs room, but not fast enough to miss a single, heartrending sob.
Back in her own sleeping cave, she stared up at the ceiling. Even Melindra had no idea what Gert and Nox had meant about sending her somewhere else. And why was Melindra so ready to risk her life on a mission that had already probably killed another member of the Order?
Nothing made any sense, and it was clear she wasnât going to get any sleep tonight. As she lay there, she remembered the feeling of incredible peace that sheâd felt as she looked out across the beautiful, shimmering landscape of Oz, when sheâd used her own power to bring them back to the top of Mount Gillikin the first day Mombi had taught her magic. She didnât need Mombi or Melindra around. She was strong enough now to use her power on her own. If she wasnât going to sleep, she might as well enjoy the view.
She closed her eyes, feeling power surging through her likea huge, wild current. She knew what she was doing was dangerousânot to mention stupid. If she couldnât control the river, sheâd be washed away. Mombi had told her explicitly not to so much as move a pebble without supervision. That her anger could take controlâand that would be the end of her. But the thought of trying out her new strength was too tempting. Take me to the top of the mountain, she thought.
The energy pulsed through her as though every cell in her body was coming alive in a whole new way. And then she wasnât in her stuffy, tiny sleeping chamber anymore. She was outside, breathing in the clean, lavender-scented air. Overhead, the dazzling stars sparkled and turned. She was so high up she could see the slender silver threads from which they hung. Pale wisps of moonlit clouds blew across a
Dawne Prochilo, Dingbat Publishing, Kate Tate