asked, suddenly unsure just how much she was ready to tell him about the upcoming upheaval in all their lives. No matter what her final decision, some things would inevitably change.
âWeâre managing,â he assured her. âWhat about you?â
âSame here.â
âWhen will you be back?â
âWell, thatâs the thing,â she began slowly.
âMegan, is there some sort of a problem?â he asked sympathetically. âI know losing Tex canât beeasy, despite the way you two argued all the time. We can cope around here for a couple of weeks if you need more time.â
She drew in a deep breath. âIt may be a little longer than that.â
Todd fell silent. âHow long?â he asked eventually.
âIâm not saying itâs going to happen. Itâs certainly not what I wantââ
âSpit it out, Megan. Whatâs the worst-case scenario?â
âWorst case? Unless I can find some other way to handle certain things, and believe me I am trying, I could be here permanently.â
âPermanently?â he echoed, as if the word were unfamiliar. âAs in forever?â
âThatâs the definition Iâm most familiar with.â
âWhat the hell is going on out there?â Todd demanded. âHave you been taken captive or something?â
âThe days of the Wild West are pretty much over,â Megan assured him, grinning despite herself.
âThen what?â
âItâs gotten complicated,â she said, settling for the same word sheâd used with Tess.
Todd was no more satisfied with the response than Tess had been. âComplicated how? The estate and stuff?â
âYou could say that.â
âMegan, why donât you just spit it out?â he repeated with a rare touch of impatience. âI need to know what weâre up against here. Are you closing things down? Selling out?â
âAbsolutely not!â It was more certainty than sheâddisplayed with Jake, but she realized sheâd made her decision about that overnight.
âThen explain.â
âTexâs legacy wasnât exactly what I expected.â
âMore money? Less? The ranch? What?â
âAn eight-year-old daughter.â
That silenced her unflappable assistant.
âTodd?â
âIâm here. Iâm just grappling with this. He left you a daughter?â
âThat pretty much sums it up, except for the part where I have to stay here to raise her.â
âYouâve got to be kidding me.â
âI wish to hell I were.â
âYou with a kid,â he said with evident amazement. âIt boggles the mind.â
âDoesnât it just?â she agreed. âBut thatâs where I am. Iâm still trying to figure out how to make all this work, so donât go blabbing the news around and set off a panic, okay? My goal is to get back to New York, but that could take time and some legal tap dancing, okay?â
âMy lips are sealed,â he assured her. âUh, Megan, just what are some of the options youâre considering? Commuting, maybe?â
âItâs on the list,â she agreed, though even she had to concede that as a practical matter it was seriously lacking. She wasnât sure Todd was ready to hear another option sheâd been toying with all night long. Envisioning Todd and the othersâsavvy, sophisticated New Yorkers one and allâtrying to adapt to life in Wyoming had given her one of the only goodlaughs sheâd had overnight. Last resort, sheâd finally conceded. That was definitely her last resort.
âCommuting could work,â Todd said, as if eager to convince her. âThere are faxes and e-mail. And just imagine all those frequent-flyer miles. Plus youâd be halfway to the West Coast, so trips to L.A. would be a breeze, too. Just say the word and Iâll start writing up a plan.â
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