death warmed over.
Nancy always told me that I used Tommy Perino. âUse him for what?â I said. âFor company,â she says, âyou make believe heâs your son. You ought to get married, and have some kids.â She tells me all the time. âWhat about you?â I say. âNot me,â she says. âI donât want to be tied down. Not me.â
Tommy was a loner, kept to himself, but he liked a little change jingling in his pockets to make him feel good and right with the other kids. He never took a handout. Not since I met him, first day I move into the building in â57, would he take money for nothing.
So, over the years, I gave him little errands, got him to pick up some smokes, take a package over to the precinct, and I gave him a quarter, and sometimes a buck.
Maybe itâs wrong when I ask Tommy to help me on the High Line case. I say, listen, Tom, itâs about this arm. We canât find the poor girlâs arm. And he says, sure Pat, sure I can help you out. I tell him thereâs a brand new crisp fiver for him in it, maybe a sawbuck. Tommyâs a garbage rat, always diving into the cans, looking for something to sell or salvage. Maybe itâs wrong, asking him. But I got nothing else.
Itâs the end of July, and weâre not making any progress. After we fix the victim up someâpeople react bad when they look at a mutilated girlâwe put out a picture of her to the papers; nothing comes back. Jane Doe remains unidentified.
Takes Tommy two days to find the arm. Takes him two days of searching the meat market until he finds the arm in one of the garbage bins. Put his arm right in it, and pulls the thing out. I call it in, and somebody, a couple of cops on that beat, one of the medics, get it and take it away before I see it. Did I ever worry about how it affected Tommy?
Did I notice he wasnât exactly the same kid after that?
âWhat did it look like, Tom?â
âLike? Like a hunk of old meat, maggots all over it,â he says. âIt stank. Whadya expect when itâs boiling stinking hot in the city,â he adds and then goes upstairs to his own apartment.
But this gives us something. The coroner examines the arm. Itâs a match for the dead girl, he says. The top of the arm matches the wound where they sawed it off, and he explains some process by which he can tell if the flesh, the skin and bone, once belonged to the girl. Also, most important, thereâs the tattoo; on the inside of her arm, the worm, the words Cuba Libre.
We get the news out that the Jane Doe is probably Cuban. We put the tattoo in the papers. Itâs only time until we get an ID, and catch the bastard who killed her and hung her from the High Line.
You say the word Cuba, you get a lot of conspiracy theories. In the next few days, after the papers print the story, the phone at the office rings off the hook. People telling me Castro is the actual devil. Castroâs spies murdered the girl. No one is sure what the worm means, not at first, but the words Cuba Libre get plenty of reaction.
If the girl is fighting Castro, she is a martyr, people say. The New York Diocese takes up her case, says they will post a reward; anything for someone who fights the Communist evil. One caller informs me that Russians landed on the High Line in a spaceship and did the job.
A lady whose husband was in the 2506 Brigade and died at the Bay of Pigs, says to me, and Iâm scribbling it down fast as I can, phone under my chin. âThey let us down,â she says. âThem Kennedys, they left my husband and his men on that beach to die. The Kennedys killed him, theyâre killers, they donât care for nobody, and that Bobby Kennedy, heâs the worst of all, you ask me they had a hand in this terrible death, poor dead girl.â The next caller wants Bobby on the case, heâs the Attorney General, he cares for the people of Cuba, he hates Castro,
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