more like him. We had little competitions, like who could come up with the most shocking ghost story. He always won. He had a better imagination. He also burned for justice before I knew what the word meant.
I remember once, when he was fourteen, Dobby terrorized these four older kids who were throwing stones at a stray cat. He grabbed some metal trash can lids and hurled them at those kids, all the while screaming âThis is how big a stone feels to a cat, assholes!â When they scattered, he gathered that cat into his arms and became a different person, tender and patient. âYouâre all right now, youâre safe,â he whispered.
No one in my little world acted like that. How I looked up to him! He was only two years my senior, but at that age, two years defines the leader and the follower. Hewould greet me with a wink and an exaggerated âWhatâs uppp, Ben- ji ?â It always brought a smile to my face, a sense that I was connected to someone who would rise above our poor little neighborhood. We were just kids back then. But I idolized him. And those you idolize as a child can hold sway over you years later, even when you should know better.
*Â *Â *
âThese people are pigs, Benji,â Dobby said, when he first read about the Galaxy voyage in a newspaper. I was scrambling eggs in the Boston apartment weâd been sharing since heâd showed up broke and drunk and singing âBella Ciaoâ in my doorway. I had not seen him in several years. The hair at his temples had turned gray.
âThey think they can gather like lords of the planet, decide whatâs good for the rest of us.â
âYes, well,â I said.
âI canât believe youâre working this clown show.â
âItâs Jason Lambertâs boat. I work on it. What am I supposed to do?â
âArenât you disgusted by that guy? He says he wants to change the world. But look at how he treats you.â
âYes, cousin,â I sighed.
âWhy donât you do something about it?â
I looked up.
âWhat are you talking about?â
âI have a friend . . .â His voice trailed off. He grabbed the newspaper again, found a paragraph, and read it silently. Then he looked me straight in the eye. His expression was dead calm.
âBenji,â he said, âdo you trust me?â
âYes, cousin.â
He grinned. âThen weâre going to change the world.â
Thatâs how it began.
*Â *Â *
Dobbyâs âfriendâ was a road manager for rock bands, including Fashion X, which was slated to perform on the Galaxy Friday night. Over the years, Dobby had worked as a road crew member with different acts. It was how he earned what little money he had. He was good with musical equipment, and he liked the travel, the action, the fast setups and breakdowns.
I always knew this. What I didnât know was that he was parlaying his roadie connections into a terrible plan that involved me. His idea was to get his friend to employ him for the Fashion X concert, then preload equipment onto the Galaxy , including instruments, amplifiers, mixing boards, and one object that looked like it fit in but did not:
A limpet mine.
I did not know what a limpet mine was, Annabelle. Ido now. Dobby told me. It is a naval explosive device that attaches with magnets to the underbellies of boats. Frogmen often affix them to hulls in secret, then blow them up from afar. Limpet mines have been used since World War II. How Dobby got access to one, I will never know.
But apparently he snuck this limpet mine in with the musical equipment. It was Friday afternoon, the last day of the Grand Idea voyage. He asked me to help him carry a drum case along the second deck. When we were alone, Dobby stopped, unlocked the top, and lifted it slightly.
âLook, cousin,â he said. Inside I saw a round dark-green device, a foot in diameter and six inches
J. S. Cooper, Helen Cooper